Deeks POV
When I wake up Kensi isn't next to me. I start panicking for a second, thinking that she had left me, when I hear banging from outside the shelter. Slowly, I get up and crawl out of our base and see Kensi cooking some poor animal on our fire. Sneakily, I creep up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist, kissing her neck.
"Morning Princess," I whisper
"Morning Deeks," she replies, but she kind of acts like I'm not hugging her and it's weird. When I turn her around in my arms she won't look me in the eye,
"What's wrong Kensalina?" I ask
"Nothing, I'm fine," she replies
"Kensi. Your clearly not fine. Is this about last night?" I ask
"Maybe," she looks at me and sighs, "It's just, awkward talking about it. And I'm confused, and well. Never mind, it's just complicated," I hug her tightly before whispering in my ear,
"Kens. Whatevers going on, even if you don't want to tell me, just know that I love you and that I'm here for you if you need me ok? " She kisses me at that, almost attacking my lips at first but then stopping and kissing me slowly, pouring all her love into that one kiss and I do the same. Neither of us seem to want to pull back so we don't. It's getting heated again but I don't want to scare Kensi away so I pull back.
"I would tell you Deeks, but I just can't at the moment," she tells me, "Love you Deeks,"
"Love you more Princess," I kiss her nose, "Now, we have to be out of here by 12:00 and judging by Kensis super awesome nature skills the time is... "
"Almost 12:00 Deeks. We have roughly 10 minutes left," She tells me, laughing. We both stand up, go inside our shelter, grab our stuff, and race out of the field and back to the carpark. We drive in silence, mostly because I have so much to say and I cant think of a single way to say any of it. Oh well.
When we get back home I decide that after sleeping in the wild I really need a bath. I go into the bathroom and run the bath, Ah ha, I think to myself. This might just work,
"Kensi, I'm going to take a bath, "
"Ok Deeks,"
"Want to join me?" I ask slowly,
"Deeks, you know what I said,"
"I know princess, but I want to show that I won't treat you like other guys do. Please princess?" I literally beg
"Ok Deeks. But if I say stop, it has to stop ok?" She asks. I see traces of fear in her eyes,
"Of course princess, I wouldn't have it any other way." I tell her gently, "Now come on, " I grab her hand and pull her towards the bathroom. When we get inside she turns to look at me, I see the fear and terror in her eyes and instantly I feel guilty for putting there,
"Princess, it'll be fine, you trust me don't you?" I ask, hugging her, trying to reassure her,
"Of course I trust you Deeks, this just brings back bad memories."
"Ah princess," I whisper, stroking her hair,
"He sat on the edge of the bath and made me strip for him. Every time I stopped he would start making up a story of all ether bad stuff he would do to you." I pull away from her and look her in the eye,
"So if I do the opposite to what they did, would that make this easier?" I a
ask gently, still stroking her hair,
"Yeah, it would," she replies, so I pull back and gently pull her shirt over her head. When I've finished she steps into the bath and soon after a follow. When I sit at the other end of the bath tub I see her relax a bit and some of the fear leaves her eyes. Slowly, I poke her stomach with my toes and she starts laughing. She pokes me back and soon we're in a full on poking battle. Once we're both fully poked we just sit there and laugh. She leans over and wipes bubbles all over my face ands I quickly repay the favor. We spend half an hour like this, messing around together when we decide to get out. I let her get changed while I drain the bath tub and mop up all the water that we split all over the floor, then I get changed as well and follow her into the living room where we end the day with take away pizza and a James bond movie. We both fall asleep on the sofa,
After we've had breakfast the following morning we start kissing on my sofa. It gets pretty heated so as normal, I pull away before it gets out of hand but this time, Kensi doesn't stop. So before we know it we're both half naked, making out on the sofa, and I'm using every ounce of self control to not take it any further. Luckily for me the door bell goes. Quickly, we put our clothes back on and I go and answer the door while Kensi goes to the bathroom to fix her hair. When I open the door I see Sam and Callen in the doorway, so I just slam the door in my face. I know that they can pick locks so I tell Kensi to stay in the bathroom and to stay silent. Just before they get in my house I text an old friend of mine to cash in a favour, she promised she would be here in five minutes,
"Deeks, you and Kensi can't ignore us forever," Sam says, he's about to continue when he spots a load of Kensis stuff Laying on my floor,
"Deeks? why is Kensis stuff here? Are you to dating?" Callen asks,
"No, that's not Kensis stuff, that's my girlfriend Mellisas stuff," I know they won't believe me and just at that moment I hear my friend Melissa banging on my door so I get up and answer it,
"Hey Marty," she say sweetly, kissing me on the cheek, "I left some of my stuff here but I see you've got friends here so how about I pick them up later?" I smile at her,
"Ok, bye Melissa" Smirking at the way the guys storm of and leave as they know I've just proven them wrong. I quickly thanks Melissa via text for her help and then go over to the bathroom to get Kensi. She hugs
me tightly and I whisper in her ear.
"Love you princess"
