Could it be real? (COMPLETED)

A Big Mess

Tessa's POV

Did Jake really just say that? Does Jake love me? Maybe he just wanted to cheer up? Im so confused. He can't like me. Why would he like me? I'm just a hot mess. I mean I just tried to kill myself. How could he love me?

Tessa: "Did... did you just say... I am the love of you're life?"

Jake: "Yes Tessa, Yes I did. Because it's true"

Tessa: "It can't be true though. Why would you love me i'm just a mess?"

Jake: "You're not a mess Tessa"

Tessa: "Yes I am. I just tried to kill myself. It doesn't get worse than that"

Erika's POV

After Jake got the door open and hit the pills out of Tessa's hand she got really upset and started yelling at Jake, I didn't wanna make her more upset so I waited in the hall until she calmed down. She stopped yelling, and she wasn't crying as hard anymore, and it sounded like she was just talking with Jake. I couldn't hear exactly what they were saying, but if it was calming Tessa down I was not going to mess that up. I walked away and then Chance and Tristan walked in the door.

Chance: "How is Tessa feeling, did the movie take her mind off things?"

Erika: "Umm not really... It actually made it worse. WAYYYY worse."

Tristan: "What do you mean?"

Erika: "Well at the movies she heard someone saying bad things about her and it kinda pushed her over the edge and she tried to kill herself..."

Chance: "OMG! Is she okay? Did she actually do it? Where is she? I need to talk to her?"

Erika: "STOP! She didn't actually do it. Right now she is with Jake, don't bother them, he got her to calm down and I don't want her to get upset"

Jake's POV

I got Tessa to get up from sitting on the bathroom floor. We walked to her bed and we laid down together. I put my arms around her and she put her head on my chest. She was still crying but she was calming down.

Jake: "Tessa, I think you should disable your Instagram and Twitter for a little while. Then you wont see the hate"

Tessa: "That's not the only place where people are hating Jake"

Jake: "It's not?"

Tessa: "No people are sending it to my business email, on your guys's accounts and to the PO Box"

Jake: "Well Kade is already monitoring your mail and I can monitor your email and if you disable your Twitter and Insta acc then you can't see what is on our page"

Tessa: "Jake... but..."

Jake: "Tessa please let us do this. We want you here. We don't want you to try and kill yourself again"

Tessa: "Fine. Here is my phone"

When she handed me her phone the sleeve of her sweatshirt came up a little bit. I saw scars all over her wrists. She was hurting herself. She really was depressed. These people where really getting to her. It hurt me to see her so sad. I couldn't do anything about it. I look over at Tessa and she was asleep with her head on my chest. I didn't want to get up or wake her and I definitely could not leave her alone. I texted Erika saying it was alright for her to come up and Tessa was asleep. Erika walked up to Tessa's room.

Erika: "Wow Jake, good job you got her to calm down"

Jake: "Yeah it wasn't easy. Did you know she was this upset?"

Erika: "I knew she was upset, but I didn't think she would try to kill herself"

Jake: "Did you know she was cutting?"

Erika: "I had no idea. How do you know?"

Jake: "Look at her wrists, these people were really getting to her"

Erika: "Are you going to stay with her? We cannot leave her alone"

Jake: "Yeah, I will stay with her you go to sleep we can figure stuff out in the morning"

Erika: "Okay goodnight Jake"

Jake: "Goodnight Erika"

Erika: "Oh... and by the way Jake... thanks a lot"

Jake: "You're welcome"