Could it be real? (COMPLETED)

Fight

Tessa's POV
After Erika told Kade, Jake, and Anthony she wanted to be alone so we left. Jake and I went upstairs and sat on my bed.

Tessa: "I'm glad Erika told you guys"

Jake: "Yea. It's sad but at least she is gunna be alright"

He put his hand on my leg and then kissed me. Then he kept kissing me. It got really heated but then I stopped kissing back.

Tessa: "What are we doing?"

Jake: "Well... um..."

Tessa: "Erika is sick and we are up here making out?"

Jake: "Tessa. She is going to be alright"

Tessa: "But she's not alright right now"

Jake: "So just because she is sick we can't have any fun?"

Tessa: "fun? You call this fun??"

Jake: "What do you mean Tessa? Do you not like it when I kiss you and show you I love you?"

Tessa: "It's just... it's just..."

Jake: "Tessa, why did you never tell me this?"

I stopped fighting with Jake and took a water bottle out from under my bed and drank from it.

Jake: "Why was that under your bed?"

I didn't answer. He didn't need to know that it had alcohol in it.

Jake: "Tessa, what's in it?"

I didn't answer again hoping to avoid the conversation but then Jake grabbed the water bottle out of my hand and smelled it.

Jake: "Tessa this is alcohol! Why are you doing this?"

Tessa: "Give it back!"

Jake: "Why are you doing this Tessa?"

Tessa: "The whole Erika thing has been stressing me out lately"

Jake: "So you're drinking??"

I didn't reply and just looked at the floor. It seemed pathetic that I resorted to that.

Jake: "Tessa... you need to stop"

Tessa: "Well what if I don't want to!!" I screamed

Jake: "Tessa it's not good for you"

Tessa: "Well maybe if I drink enough of it I will die"

Jake: "Tessa... are you feeling depressed again?"

Tessa: "I don't know. But I done with this conversation"

I got up and stormed out of my room and ran down stairs.