Can't do it

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Tessa's POV
I started eating again but I am still getting a lot of hate on my social medias. I know I shouldn't read it or care what people are saying about me but it's hard not to. They say so much mean stuff and I agree with some of it.  A lot of hate has been coming since Alissa released a video with what she thinks is "the truth". And since she released her distrack people think Jake cheated on Alissa with me. I have been so stressed about this whole thing and kinda sad from all the hate. I decided I would go downstairs and get some food. I walked down to the kitchen and only Nick and Erika were there.

Nick: "Hey Tessa"

Tessa: "Hi" I said quietly

Erika: "Are you okay T?"

Tessa: "Uh yeah..."

Nick walked over to me and gave me a hug. Whenever I ask for a hug he won't give me one but somehow he always knows when I need one. Then Jake walked into the kitchen and saw us hugging.

Jake: "Nick is hugging Tessa? What's wrong?"

Tessa: "Nothing..."

Jake: "Babe tell us"

Tessa: "It's nothing, in just getting a lot of hate again because Alissa put the truth video and the distrack"

Jake: "Babe don't listen to them they don't know you and it's all not true"

Tessa: "But it is..."

Jake: "What are they saying that is true?"

Tessa: "That I'm fat, and ugly, and..."

Jake: "TESSA STOP! None of that is true!"

Tessa: "YES IT IS!"

I ran out of the kitchen up the stairs and up to my room. I closed my door and ran into the bathroom. I heard a knock on the door but I just ignored it. I was just so tired of seeing all the hate, I got so mad I threw my phone across the room. My phone it the wall and fell on the ground which broke it. It was really loud and instantly Jake and Erika ran into my room and saw my crouched down on the floor with my broken phone on the floor across my room. Jake came over to me and pulled me into a hug.

Jake: "Babe are you okay? Are you hurt?"

Tessa: "No, I just threw my phone, I think it broke"

Jake: "That's okay babe we can get you a new one"

Tessa: "I don't want a new one, I don't want to see the hate, I don't wanna do this, I can't do this anymore"

Jake: "What do you mean you can't do this anymore?"

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