Could it be real? (COMPLETED)

Making up?

Tessa's POV
Jake turned around from his desk and saw me.

Jake: "Tessa... you're back..."

Tessa: "Yea... we need to talk Jake..."

Jake: "Okay..."

Tessa: "I don't know it you are still upset and I wouldn't be surprised if you are, but I just need to say that..."

Jake: "Say what?"

Tessa: "That I am really sorry for everything, I'm sorry for putting you through so much, and cheating on you and the past few weeks with out you have been the worst weeks of my life because I love you and I hate myself for hurting you because I love you more than anything"

Jake: "Tessa..."

Tessa: "You hate me I know it, I will just go now"

I turned around to leave the office but Jake grabbed my wrist.

Jake: "Tessa, I don't hate you..."

Tessa: "You don't?"

Jake: "No, but..."

Tessa: "But what?"

Jake: "I don't think I will ever be able to forgive you"

Tessa: "You will never forgive me?"

Jake: "Not for a very long time, you really hurt me Tessa"

Tessa: "Jake... I'm so sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for cheating..."

Jake: "Tessa I know you are... but you can't just say sorry and fix everything... I'm still hurt"

Tessa: "Jake..."

Jake: "Let's just give it some time..."

My eyes filled with tears and I ran out of the office and up to my room. I closed the door and slid down it and put my head in my hands. I went into the bathroom and took out a razor blade. I made 5 cuts along my arm. I shrieked from the pain and started to cry harder. I rinsed my arm even though the water made the cuts sting. I went and put a hoodie on and went down stairs to get some food. Erika and Nick were in the kitchen so I said hi then grabbed a container out of the fridge. When I turned around I accidentally bumped into Erika with the arm I had just cut. I screamed from the pain.

Erika: "What's wrong T? Are you okay?"

Tessa: "Owww, no I'm fine"

Erika: "No you're not T"

She walked up to me and pulled up my sleeve.

Erika: "T..."