I feel so indecisive
What should I do?
Without you is hell
Uncertainty is all I feel
How am I supposed to accept,
The bitter fact
That no matter what we do
We're not meant to be?
It's you - my forbidden happiness
This love tears me into pieces.
Maikli lang tong update na to guys. Can't move on sa 10th Crown ng La Salle. Good job for being the champion, girls! 👏👏💯
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Sheiia
I am still bothered by the fact that someone has seen the writings on my notebook and what's worse, was able to see the name of Prof. Melendrez I've written there.
Of course, ano na lang ang iisipin ng makakakita diba? Baka isipin nun, obsessed ako kay Prof.
Hindi nga ba?
Of course naman hindi. Hindi naman porke nasulat lang ay obsessed na agad. Hindi ba pwedeng talagang nasulat lang unknowingly?
"Earth to Sheaiia, hey?" Si Vera iyon, kanina pa pala ako sinisiko. Damn, nawala na naman ako sa katinuan ko. "Friend, saan ka galing? Parang napunta sa ibang dimension yang katinuan mo." Pati tuloy si Manong Louie ay napatawa sa sinabi ni Vera. Nakatigil na pala ang kotse at nasa harap kami ng isang malaking bahay.
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Moderno ang istilo ng bahay nila Vera, almost same size sa bahay namin pero hindi nga lang kasingluwang nung garden namin. Mahilig kasi si Mommy sa mga bulaklak kay madami kaming tanim na bulaklak sa bahay. I let my eyes roam around the surrounding. This could be considered as my dream house. Why not? It has a rooftop, plus the fact that half of the walls are glasses. It is also painted as black and white.
"Sorry, may naisip lang ako bigla." I hurriedly climbed outside the car when Vera nodded at me and went outside, too.
"Pumasok na muna kayo Sheiia, maaga pa naman e. Might as well enjoy since it's Friday naman. Is it okay with you?"
"Sige na Sheiia. Wala naman yung Daddy at Mommy pati na yung ate mo sa bahay. Sunduin nalang ulit kita dito." Di pa ako nakasagot ay sumabat na agad si Manong Louie. I never treated Manong Louie as different to us kaya malaya kaming makapag usap nang walang anumang inhibisyon. He's also like a father to me.
"See? Even Manong Louie is pushing you to spend time here. Sige na, papakilala kita sa Ate ko." Udyok pa ni Vera. I glanced at my wristwatch. It's only three-thirty in the afternoon. Maaga kasi yung uwian namin every Friday since may vacant time kami. I decided to go along with Vera since Ate Keirah is in Paris, France together with my Dad and Mom to visit one of our company branch there. I was informed that they'll be staying there for five days.
"Okay lang ba sa parents mo?" Naalala kong itanong bago paman kami makapasok sa loob ng bahay. I admit I was mesmerized with the flooring, it's not the ordinary tiled floor but is made up of marble stones. Kahit yung terrace sa labas ganun din. I wasn't expecting that glass wall and marble floor would really complement each other.
Vera smiled at me. "Don't worry. This is my sister's house. My parents' house is located at Quezon City that's why I decided to live with my sister since this is the closest to the university. And I love my sister so much I want to stay with her."
