Sheiia
Hanggang ngayon ay masaya pa rin ako sa nangyaring komprontasyon sa pagitan namin nina Ate Keirah at Ash.
Yeah, I still feel a bit awkward seeing them together and knowing that they've shared something intimate and special, regardless of it's on the past or not. Minsan, I feel ashamed of myself for a reason I don't even know why. Yung bang nararamdan ko pa ring ang layo-layo ko pa rin sa kanilang dalawa.
Ash is the total opposite of my dream partner. Well, I never wished to have a girlfriend, but I also did not specifically ask myself to love a guy only.
Noong mga panahong pakiramdam ko ay mag-isa ako, walang totoong kaibigan at galit sa akin ang Dad at Ate ko, isa lang naman ang hiling ko sa taong magiging mamahalin ko. Na sana, ako lang ang mamahalin niya at walang iba.
That no matter how much we struggle to keep our relationship working, nasa akin pa rin ang kanyang mga mata at ako pa rin ang kanyang makikita. That no matter how many times we argue and fight over petty little things, ipapadama pa rin niya sa akin na mas nangingibabaw ang pag-ibig sa aming dalawa.
It's quite hard to imagine that I'd fall in love with a woman. Of course, because of the fact that I am also a woman. And yes, Ash is very far from being perfect. And I know, she will never be perfect. But, she always make me feel that my world is.
Some people used to know her as the jerk, scumbag playful Ash but in my heart, she will always remain as the only love of my life.
Yung kahit andaming mali at panget sa paligid, I always know how to appreciate things because I always see her. I always remember her. She's the living proof that life maybe hard and difficult to live with, but the prize is always worth of all the adversities.
It was Thursday morning at nasa bahay sina Vera at Pat. Of course, today's our bonding. Girl bonding, as Vera says. Pero bigla din niyang binawi kasi parang siya lang daw talaga ang totoong girl sa aming tatlo. Which is, pinagtawanan lang namin.
"Ooppss! Hey girls! Hey-Vera. " Kuya Gid stammered a little when he realized that Vera's with us. I was expecting that they'll fight again, just as what they always do, but they did not. Instead, I saw how Vera's face reddened when he saw my brother.
"H-hi Harris! By the way, thanks for the ride last night!"
And of course, Pat and I were totally shocked of what we heard from Vera. She also stammered a little bit. She even had a dead air when Kuya Gid greeted her.
My brows arched in one line, of course. Since when did this two become friends? Yung tipong may pahatid-hatid pang nalalaman?
"No biggie. Your bandanna's still on my car. You can always get it whenever you want. So girls, I've got to go."
And then my brother went away without further ado. Nagkatinginan naman kaming dalawa ni Pat, both confused of what's happening between them two. Vera looked flushed as hell nang tingnan namin. It seemd that something else happened upon the mention of the word bandanna.
"Hey! What was that, Veh?" I made sure that my voice sounded like the one that needs an answer. Baka mag-palusot.com na naman itong babaeng ito.
"Hey, why are you asking me that way?!" It's very obvious that Vera's so defensive. Halatadong gustong iiwas ang topic ng usapan e.
"It's just so unnatural to see you both cool and calm, not the way we used to see you too. You know, yung para kayong sa boxing ring parati."
It was Pat who answered. Pati din pala ito ay napapansin ang bangayan ng dalawa.
"Duhh. C'mon guys, don't make me the issue here. As far as I know, Pat here should do some explaining and not me."
BINABASA MO ANG
I Love You, Prof.
General FictionI feel so indecisive What should I do? Without you is hell Uncertainty is all I feel How am I supposed to accept, The bitter fact That no matter what we do We're not meant to be? It's you - my forbidden happiness This love tears me into pieces.
