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Hey guys I know it's been such a long time since I've updated and I'm really sorry for that. It's hella annoying

It's just that lately things have been hard I guess.

School has been terrible, volleyball is kicking my ass, my romantic life is shit, and just everything else.

It started when me and my boyfriend spilt. Things just haven't been the same. In fact that was the reason I had to move accounts. And after two years of him treating me like shit it's hard you know?

And my parents don't like me anymore which fucking kills me.

Um and I haven't been able to sleep I so long.

Idk things have just gotten really bad and I can't keep up with this. I don't want to be here anymore.

It's just not worth it anymore.

All I want to do is fucking kill myself and there's nothing to do about it bc nobody gives two shits about me. And it's funny bc the other day I tried hinting at it to my mom and she got mad at me. Called me fuckinng attention seeking.

Idk why things have gotten so bad bc I've been clean for almost six months but I've gotten so much worse.

I just want to fucking die

I'm so sorry.

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