Namjoon is being engulfed by sleepiness. After Seokjin's outburst earlier, he spent his time soothing the elder. He keeps caressing Seokjin's back while holding him close. They stayed in that position for hours. And Namjoon is really really tired. It's already 2 a.m. in the morning but he's still not sleeping. Seokjin is sleeping for almost two hours now but still the younger is still holding him. He's afraid that if he let his hyung go, he will woke up and have another outburst.
Sleepiness is finally winning in Namjoons' system. He's finally starting to drift into sleep when he felt the erratic movement of Seokjin. He quickly opened his eyes and look for his hyung. He's dreaming again. He thought. Like earlier, Seokjin keep on mumbling things that the younger can't understand. Compared earlier, Namjoon isn't panicking now. He do know what to do with his hyung.
But compared earlier, Seokjin look worst. He's paler. He's sweating so much that Namjoon needs to change his shirt again and his way hotter than before. The younger is sure it's not a mild fever anymore. But he's not sure because he doesn't have thermometer in their apartment.
Seokjin is crying louder. His nightmare is way worse than before. "NO! PLEASE! PLEASE! IT HURTS! PLEASE! STOP! STOP!!" Seokjin shouted. Now Namjoon is panicking. He doesn't expect that his hyung's condition will gonna get worse.
"Hyung! Hyung! Please. Wake up! Wake up!" he loudly said. But Seokjin didn't wake up. Exhaustion and pity is mixing in Namjoon's mind. He's really sleepy but he can't let Seokjin be like this. Namjoon ran into the bathroom and grab some damp towel. He hurriedly ran back in to Seokjin side and placed the damp towel into the elders face. That pull Seokjin into consciousness. His eyes were glistening with his tears. He's sweaty, and literally look pitiful compared to his confident beautiful self.
"Hyung. Come here." He pulled the older for a tight hug. Seokjin is shocked. He can't understand what is happening. All he can understand is he is here. And Namjoon is hugging him so tight. The older can feel the concern and worry of the younger for him. "Hyung, please don't cry. It's really hard to see you cry." Namjoon whispered to his ear.
That bring a lump in to the elder's throat, he do want to cry. He do want to feel more of Namjoon's embrace. Feel his heartbeat and breathing. He's really thankful that he has such amazing husband that really care for him. His tears are out of happiness and thankfulness for this young man that keeps on holding him.
But all his happiness were gone when nausea hit him hard. In a snap, Seokjin feel that the world are spinning and spinning and spinning. There's something in his stomach that he want to release. He even taste some awful acidic taste in his mouth.
Seokjin pushed Namjoon. He can see the shock in the younger's eyes. He covered his mouth and tried so hard to stand on his own. Again, he felt really nauseous and almost fall but Namjoon do catch him before he get hurt. The younger didn't say a word and just help him to go to the bathroom.
The puked everything that he ate yesterday. It was so awful for him. But Namjoon is there soothing his back. He is really thankful that the younger is there.
When he finally emptied his stomach, he rinse his mouth and stand. Namjoon looks worried for Seokjin. The elder can see it in his eyes.
Seokjin's face is paler than ever. There's a dark circle under his eyes and he can't even stand with his own. "Hyung. What happened to you?" the younger asked worriedly.
The elder can't form a right answer for Namjoon. He' feels tired, weak and awful.
After emptying his stomach, Seokjin is starving. He do want to eat but he's not sure if his stomach can handle it.
