Midnights.

Chapter 55 - The message.

CHAPTER 55

‘’Are you doing okay?’’ Harry asks as he taps my shoulder. I’ve been daydreaming for like an hour and everything is just doing worse.

‘’I’m not, obviously.’’ I tell him, being all honest.

‘’You’re still thinking about it? About them, I mean. Come on, let’s just forget about it.’’ Harry speaks.

‘’It’s not more to my parents Harry.. It’s more about the memories of Louis stopping to care about me.’’ I say as I wipe my tears, which are already flowing slowly.

‘’I’m sorry if I tell you stories.. I’m not used to be an open person.’’ I half laugh, preventing for the tears to fall even more.

‘’That’s fine though, it’s good for me since it helps me get to know more about you.’’ Harry just smiles. It’s crazy how we only chat and sit down on this bed for about two hours, with me crying a lot and Harry kissing me to sooth me down. I’m not used to be like this- I have sorta a trauma of telling people stories. I used to be so talkative, I used to tell stories to my friends but all they did in reply was to share my stories to other people and mock them all in front of me. Everybody just got to pretend that they cared about me, and the worse, something similar also occured to Louis. He stopped caring about me, and knowing that he no longer cared really gave me a severe pain in my chest. The blood in my chest seems to stop when I remember everything back, but I can’t tell Harry now.

‘’Are you doing better?’’ Once again Harry questions.

‘’I’m not, even an inch.’’ I half-joke.

‘’What should I do to make you happy?’’ Harry rubs the back of his neck. I only laugh, speaking: ‘’You can’t do anything at all.’’

‘’I can try, right?’’ He cares a pure smile.

‘’You’ll find yourself in trouble, Harry. I’m warning you. My problem is not an ordinary problem.. I’ve been through a lot, and I know people don’t usually experience this.’’

‘’That’s why I’m here, to help you get through it all.’’ Harry nears his face close to mine. ‘’I know I can try..’’

‘’Stop it Harry, you’re just going to torture yourself.’’ I say as I jerk away. Harry groans but I decide to ignore his invitation to hold a kiss.

‘’So what are you gonna do?’’ I hear Harry asks as I unpack my things.

‘’I don’t know. I won’t go anywhere since it’s dangerous. How if I meet them?’’ I ask back.

‘’You can always have my accompany right?’’ Harry asks as he joins me in unpacking my things. I silently thank him for helping me but I don’t declare it straight.

‘’How if they figure out I’m hanging out with a boy and so on.’’ I laugh.

‘’I think that’s okay. Shouldn’t your parents be proud of you since there is a boy catching over you?’’ Harry teases.

I lightly punch his right arm and fall into laughing. ‘’Shut up, Harry.’’

‘’Make me.’’

‘’I won’t kiss you to make you shut up, I’ve known your trick.’’ I pout my lips.

‘’You bet.’’ Harry says as he lands me a kiss right into my lips. I only smile and lazily kiss him back, I think kissing him is such a fun activity.

We are teasing over each other when Harry’s phone suddenly rings. ‘’It’s a message,’’ He says. He only frowns and once he shows that message to me, I gasp.