Midnights.

Chapter 86 - Walk Away.. Please.

CHAPTER 86

(Soundtrack : Walk Away, High School Musical)

‘’Luna, I’m not going to get back to the hotel for some reasons. Any chances you can go to my gig tonight without.. Erh, without me? Can you go there alone? I’ve called Josh to pick you up later, if you don’t mind. He will pick you up in thirty minutes. Reply soon please, we haven’t got so much time .’’

Thirty minutes? My eyes widen as I look at Harry’s fresh message- it just popped out to my phone a few seconds ago. Thirty minutes are not so enough to prepare things I believe, besides I just got back from the mall and I’m being all tired. I don’t think I’m able to come to their gig tonight, even though I know Harry must be wishing so bad for me to come there.

‘’I’m sorry but I don’t think I can go to your gig tonight. I just got back from the mall and I’ve been there all day, which makes me extremely exhausted. I’m so sorry Harry :(‘’

I don’t want to disappoint him but what more can I do? I just recovered from my crotch illness and I don’t wanna trouble myself by getting sick again. I’m that tired.

‘’Luna babe don’t be sorry, that’s real fine. You better take a rest, we will still have so many gigs and there is still tomorrow. I will be back really soon, I can’t let you be alone for so long. See you tonight babe .x’’

The usage of the word ‘babe’ used to annoy me so much, but this time it makes my heart swell. I’ve gone so insane, haven’t I? I laugh to myself and walk to the bathroom.

***

‘’How many times do I have to tell you, Luna? All these 6 years I’ve been trying to contact you on every social medias you have, but I didn’t get even a single reply.’’

My mind suddenly recalls back the words Louis declared to me on the other day. It’s been more than 5 days, I guess, since I last remembered about him. I really don’t give a fuck about Louis anymore since that midnight when Harry and I talked. But when I took the shower just now the thoughts of him scatter onto my mind and I don’t really know why.

Did he really do that? Did he really make attempts to contact me on every social medias I have? Maybe on every social medias I had since now I don’t really have one. I have logged out from everything just to avoid Louis completely.

Should I log in to my Twitter, Facebook and Instagram again? I definitely know I shouldn’t open them but my curiosity speaks louder than my healthy mind.

I stare at my lockscreen- which is Harry- for quite long before I unlock my phone. I can’t help but feel afraid that my following actions will change my new feelings for this curly-headed boy.

I scroll my phone for times, still doubting whether I should really do this or not. You should, you fucking should. Damn curiosity can you please shut up? In fact, it can’t shut the fuck up for even a damn second.

With a tremendous doubt and my heart pounding real hard I touch the icon Twitter. I sit down, getting ready for the outcome. I have to admit that I’m scared to death to see the notifications. Do I even have any of them? People hardly noticed me on Twitter and I wasn’t used to get mentions or another notifications. I was so worse, ha? People disliked me that much, and I think I only got like 28 or 30 followers.

I type my username slowly. @lunagraphy. Probably a weird Twitter name, but by the time I created this account I considered that ‘’Lunagraphy’’ is the best Twitter name for me. Not so over, and not so simple. I loved that name so much that I made the same name for my Instagram, but not my Facebook. I still used my complete name, Luna Strittle as my Facebook name.