Thanks For The Memories (Jamilton)

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Alex's POV
I looked at John with disgust and walked out of the door,Herc following me. "Herc I can't belive John!" I said while unlocking my dorm door. He nodded in agreement. I walked in and held the door open for him. He walked in "I don't understand him,he'll have his own soulmate he just needs time." He explained. "Yeah but still!" I would scoff at the thought of me and John being together but I started seeing it. We already practically act like a couple! We fall asleep on eachother whenever we hangout! We study,do homework and hangout all the time,how did I never see this? No no no. I love Thomas,no matter if he forgot our love or not.

Thomas's POV
A nurse came in my room,unplugging me to all of my IV's and helping me up. She refreshd my memory,somewhat. I didn't want to argue right now while I'm in the middle of mixed feelings so I just nodded at everything. She said something about my "fiance" Alex and I just nodded at that too.

Madison surprisingly picked me up. "You're lucky my parents made me pick you up " he growled at me. I just looked down at my hands and looked at my phone. I go a text.

Danisnotonfire: hey Thomas I was wondering if you wanted to go to the beach for spring break text me if you have questions bye!

Macoronifucker: yeah sure! When?

Danisnotonfire: next week Sunday I'll drive

Macoronifucker: sounds cool!

Madison dropped me off at my dorm and I open the door to see Herculese hugging Alex. I close the door behind me and walk to my bed. We shared a room so we wouldn't be able to escape eachother. I mean I didn't really have anymore friends,so I couldn't.

Time skippy woooo
I was scrolling through my social media when I heard a loud cry. I sat up and looked out into the living room to see Herculese gone and Alex curled up in a ball on the couch. "Alex are you okay?" I asked walking tword him. He shook his head. A loud thunder came from outside. "God damnit." I mumble to myself. I sat next to him and set him in my lap. "Shhh...it's okay." Madison used to have panic attacks so I've had experience. Alex is basically screaming and crying into my shirt Wich makes me feel bad so I craddle him. "Th-thomas?!" He says,looking up at me with fear spreading across his face. "Yes?" I ask back not trying to sound too anoyed. He gets off of my lap "thank you." He walks to his bed. "Alex,where are you going?" I ask.

"T-to my bed." He answers. I look down at the floor and get another flashback.

Flashback
I was in the bathroom with Alex. Wait was I doing. No! I wasn't! I was kissing him! Disgusting.

I was snapped out of my day dream when Alex hugged me. "Alex g-get off." I said. He shook his head. "Why?" I snapped at him not pushing him away yet. "Because I miss you." He confesses. I started blushing and looked away. I did too. Wait what. "What do you mean?" I ask still looking away.

"You forgot about us. O-our l-" he cut himself off. "Never mind." He stands up and begins to walk away.

"No,continue." I say grabbing Alex's arm. He looks at me. He looks me in the eyes,examining my face. I look into his eyes. Fear was sprinkled all over them but passion was a deep hole in his eyes,like you could never get rid of it. I stand up and he covers his face. He looks at me and takes a few steps back. "Alex." I say sternly. "Tell me." He looks at me with his red puffy eyes and tear stained face. "You won't ever remember our l-love." He stated. He sniffled in mid-sentence "You just don't want to accept it. The time I acually start accepting it,you don't belive me!" He exclaimed and started to cry more. I shake my head and bend down to hug him. Then he kisses me. I widened my eyes but quickly shut them. This is what I've been missing. I get a reminder of the flashback I had earlier of me and Alex in the bathroom. I felt my chest tingle but dont open my eyes yet. He pulls away and I stand up. "A-Alex." He interupts me. "I know i shouldn't have but I had to remind you,or at least help you remember. I'll go now." I didnt mind the kiss,I mean it wasn't the worst. I looked at his chest. It was lighting up. I looked at mine. "Fuck!" I yell out. Alex looks at me. "I'm sorry I had to!" He tried to explain. "No not that,Alexander." I say.
"For cheating on you,I should've been sober,Thomas I know I'm sorry!" He says. I pick him up bridal style and set him down on his bed. He looks at ne,confused. I set him on the bed and he covered himself in his covers and started trembling again. It felt like I was having deja vu. I started running his back. Okay okay I have to admit,my chest did just light up and I just kissed him but I didn't want to make him feel bad! I didn't want to make him feel worse so I just lay next to him and wrapped my arms around him and his blanket. He turned around and poked his head out of the blanket. I love this man wait what. I just let him cry into my chest as I drift asleep while holding Alex thinking 'this feels like deja vu.'

Hey guys I'm making another Jamilton story and this is the description and I wanted to know if anybody would acually read it? It would be a dad au so alot of POV's would be included and John is pretty rude and evil in this sooo?

It would be called "Again" this is the description . Tell me if you'd read it please! Bai!