Chapter 20: hard decisions

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One week later.

  Blaire's POV:

    I was reading a wattpad story, like i did every Saturday night. Well to be honest every night. I was packing because tomorrow i need to go to Puerto Rico.

I had to tell Emilio i was leaving, i hid my suitcase in my closet and texted Emilio to come in my room.

These past threw days have been a high light to my life.

"Hey girlie" he said opening the door with his normal cute smile. The one that makes me fall in love with him every time.

"Hey. You look cute" i laughed fixing his hair, it was all pushed to one side.

"I love you so much." He smiled.

I had to break up with him. It was the right thing to do.

"Emilio..." i started, gulping down the sadness. "We need to talk."

"Okay... about what?" Emilio questioned.

It felt like i was stabbing my self in my stomach multiple times.

"Us"

This small word kill me eight times. A gentle tear rolled down my face, Emilio wiped it away softly.

"Should i be worried?" He asked concern all over his face.

I closed my eyes holding my breath. His fingers brushing my hair trying to calm me down. How could i do this to him? I love him. But i was leaving for four months, this was the right thing to do.

I was going on tour with Justin Bieber and then we were going to film Despacito.

"We need to..." i stopped, feeling his hand fall from my hair. It went to my cheek, rubbing his thumb over it wiping the tears.

"Its okay" he pulled my face to his chest. His heart beat coming me down each second but i had too.

"We need to break up." I said quickly taking my head away from his chest. When i looked at his face, my heart broken in an infinity amount of piece.

"I don't understand."

I felt like telling him 'no, i take it back. I love you. I am in love with you.' But instead i said "im in love with someone else."

Thats when my heart broke in infinity again. The look of sadness in his eyes, he shook his head.

"i know you, and thats not the reason why... i know you more than you know yourself. Please tell why you want to break up and don't give me that im in love with someone else crap" he told.

"Clearly... you... don't... know... me... because thats the... reason" i said.

He got up, looked back. "I... i wish the best in life" and he walked out the door. Sobs filling the room, at one point Tessa walked in to tell me something but then realized i was crying and came to help me.

I explained everything to her. And she said that she understood it was the best decision.

The next morning i left a note for Emilio.

'Dear Emilio,

You were right, that was not the reason i broke up with you. Know that i didn't want to, i had too. It was the right thing to do.

I knew that i had to leave soon, and i risked it when i started dating you... i love you. And i hope you can forgive me.

Sorry,
Blaire. '

I walked out the door and in the tour bus.

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