Reckless Behaviour (Exo Kai)

Temptation

Chapter 09 – Temptation

Jina

It has been a week since I left the club after my rather humiliating run in with Kai, thanks to Suho's vengeful antics.

The night after the incident I decided to return to my job. My boss gave me an earful about having been a no show at work for two nights in a row. I was so close to hearing the dreaded words 'you're fired' but of course I groveled before it ever got to that stage. And with my groveling his mood turned for the better.

After copping a feel of my ass and slapping it on his way out after our conversation, he was happy to let me know that I was out of danger. Normally he wouldn't have been that brazen, not with me because I had no trouble glaring down his grabby hands but of course the asshole knew I owed him big time. So like any other scumbag he had no trouble taking advantage.

For hours before turning up to work that night, I had been contemplating giving up this kind of work because I had no time limit or a fixed amount I had to pay back to Suho. I could just work regular jobs and make payments with whatever I could earn but the trouble was that I needed to find something before I gave this up. And getting other jobs, the decent kind with at least average pay would be a battle of its own. So I decided not to push my luck until I had something stable lined up for me. But the fact that I would soon be able to leave this kind of work made me feel a bit lighter. After a long time, I could see light at the end of the dark tunnel. So with a resigned sigh I got down to business again and before I knew it a week had passed.

It was the same old life I had before only now I had less pressure since I didn't have my sisters future on the line. Speaking of which, I don't know whether Suho felt bad about what he did or whether he had given up on me or whether he was plotting something else but for the time being he had yet to contact me again after that night. To be honest, I couldn't be more relieved for it.

My only trouble came in the form of a gorgeous guy that I couldn't get out of my head. Kai was the bane of my existence these days. Constantly on my mind, haunting me with what I could have if I gave into temptation. His parting words from the last time I saw him kept echoing in my ears.

"Tell me this .. if I asked you to come with me tonight, would you kitten?"

What was even more alarming was that it would be so easy for me to give in too. I don't think it was decent, the way I felt. No normal girl would just have a taste of sex and be craving more. Not to mentions the circumstances of how this all came to be.

I wasn't sure whether it was a way for me to coupe with the disgust that I felt with the touch of other men I have had to tolerate for years, or whether I was seeing it as a way for me to escape reality, even only for a fleeting moment but I knew sex with Kai was already something that was tempting me beyond normality. I've had him once and like any bad drug, I wanted more.

That heady feeling, that unbearable, mind blowing feeling, I wanted more of it. And I knew he was the only person who could make me feel that way. I knew because I literally spent my nights naked with countless other guys, but this was the one guy that could make me want him with a single glance, could make me feel pleasure with a single touch.

I had no place for normality or modesty in my life and I was no innocent. I've always known those facts but my feelings right now made me seriously question my morals. I never realized how immoral I could be until Kai happened to me.

Think of the devil and he shall appear.

"I thought you said you were waiting for Sehun." I whispered, nudging Rian to grab her attention from the collection of men's bracelets she was looking through. She had asked for me to help her pick one for her man.