Reckless Behaviour (Exo Kai)

Move On

Chapter 35 – Move on

Jina

I signed with regret while looking at the clock ticking, hung on the corner of the wall. I wanted this moment of blissful ignorance to last longer.

We both reached our bliss quite a while ago but Kai still remained in me while we stayed this way hugging, my legs straddling him on the floor.

The moment was just so perfect and I didn't want it to end at all.

"Are you truly mine?" I have been loving Kai since the moment I came to terms with my feelings but I couldn't believe that he loved me back. I knew he was risking so much by being with me yet here he was, his fingers running comforting circles on my bare back.

Kai broke our hug to cup my face. "Yes and you are truly mine." His wasn't a question but a statement. I could only grin at his arrogance. Even when he was being sweet, he couldn't help it.

I grinned feeling cheeky. "You know Kai, I feel my ego inflating to match yours right now because here am I, having done the unthinkable. Tied down the wild bad boy idol who walked around breaking hearts for a hobby."

He laughed. "You make me sound like a present day Casanova."

There was disbelief in his tone and I couldn't say whether it was genuine or not, either way I felt my brow rise with surprise. "Well, that's exactly what you were. Poor boy, didn't even know how serious his condition was." I teased, patting his chest.

He stilled for second before laughing again. "Only you would say such a thing you hellion."

We both appreciated this moment of peace and joy for a moment longer before I sighed with regret at the thought of separating. It maybe unwarranted but I felt like just outside these closed doors awaited the world waiting to break us apart.

"We should get dressed again." I moved to pull away and felt him harden again inside me. Kai groaned.

"You're insatiable." The giggle that came out of me was so uncharacteristic that I was surprised for a second.

"And your are so fucking adorable. After we get done here I'm taking you home and I plan on keeping you busy on my bed for the foreseeable future." His promise had my skin break out in goose bumps of anticipation.

"Promises, promises."

I moved away and got dressed while he stayed there on the floor, resting against the wall as he watched me with hungry eyes.

My eyes strayed down his body and to his erection that was fully hard now, looking angry, begging for my attention. I felt my mouth watering at the sight of him. He looked so sexy and if I could bottle up the sex appeal he oozed right now I would be an instant billionaire.

Once I was dressed and decent again I held my hand out to him, nudging him to get up and get dressed, we had a roomful of curious people to explain ourselves to.

He took my hand standing up but as soon as he was upright he was pulling me against him. Kissing my already kiss swollen lips. He had me flushed and breathless in no time again. I felt his hardness against my stomach and slid down his body, falling to my knees.

Kai gasped with surprise when my lips touched his weeping tip before he moved back. His hands gripped my arms to pull me up. His eyes were filled with desire but there was something else that was conflicting his need. It didn't take me long to figure out what it was.

"You will never ever kneel for anyone again. Not for me, not for anyone. Never." His voice was rough with need and mixed with that other emotion that I realized was, Respect. For me. The guy had me almost weeping with love and happiness. "You want to suck me, taste me? Then do it when I'm lying down but never fall to your knees before anyone. You are a fucking lady, Jina." It was almost a demand.

"I love you." I actually did sob at that moment. "You know Kai, all these years going through shit I hated my life but right now I wouldn't change it if I had the choice because it led me to you."

Kai frowned. "I would do anything to take away the crap you have been through already." He declared with vehemence.

"Hey what's happened has happened." I moved to his side, resting my head against his chest. He was so warm. "It's all in the past. It's time for us to move on."

"Damn right, Kitten. Let's just get this mess over with." He took my hands and we walked out of that room and walked into the other room.

Once again we stool at the entrance, center of the attention.

"Hey guys." Kai was the first to break the awkward silence and got chorus of hi's, whats ups, hey mans and silent nothings in return.

"What's with the video man?" One of the guys moved close to give him one of those one-armed handshake and hug thing that guys did. He turned to me and I realized it was Taemin. "Hey gorgeous." He grinned a greeting before turning back to Kai again.

"You watched?" Kai's look was a mixture of a grimace and a glare.

"Of course not. Just the beginning but I deleted it when I realized what it was." Taemin looked offended that he even asked such a thing.

Kai didn't respond at first. Then he pulled me even close to him and looked over at everybody and I knew this was it. The moment of truth. I knew I should be feeling shame and horror but to be honest I couldn't be more happier at the moment. Knowing that after all this, my past, the video and all our mistakes, Kai was still standing next to me.

"That video you received is real." He paused while a few people started whispering amongst themselves. "If you've seen it already then please forget it and take the pictures out of your brain." Wait! Did he just say please? "If you haven't yet then please don't watch it, just delete it. As much as this pains me to say I was betrayed by one of us."

"What do you mean?" Suho walked towards us looking furious.

"I'll tell you later." He spoke to Suho and then looked at the others once again. "That video doesn't matter to me but I want to protect the girl that I love so I want to make sure it doesn't spread. So help me kill it between us guys. I don't know how many received that video but spread the word." He looked down at me his gaze softening. "I know that once day I'm going to marry this girl and the last thing I want is to worry about a sex tape making an appearance out of nowhere."

I was still stuck at the marrying part. My God! Could I get a heart attack so young because that's exactly how I felt right now except that it was out of joy and excitement.

"Kai" I gasped. "I thought we were going to take it slow."

"What? I said one day didn't I? Not now." He looked like that justified his bomb of a confession out of nowhere.

"Holly shit." One of the guys exploded in surprise breaking the shocked silence.

"Kai? In a real relationship? Talking about marriage? What alternate universe is this?" Another one joined.

Kai pecked my cheek and brought his lips close to my ear. "The one where we live happily ever after." He whispered so only I could hear and I almost cringed at the cheesiness of it but I was too busy melting into a puddle of happiness at his feet.

A/N: Yup, even I cringed to be honest. This was so damn cheesy haha.

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