Reckless Behaviour (Exo Kai)

Choices

Chapter 24 – Choices 

Our gazes met as I stood up and turned to stand in front him. I bent down and took his hand, pulling him up to stand with me. Kai looked confused but came with me when I pulled him to the couch in the room. I turned him around and gently pushed on his shoulder to get him to sit. Once again there was no resistance from him, though the confusion on his face seemed to increase only more.

My fingers moved to the zip on my jacket, pulling it down while I stood in front of him. Finally his shocked gaze locked with mine when he realized what I was doing.

"Jina don't..."

"It's not what you're thinking." I shrugged the Jacket off my shoulder before moving my hands to the button on my shorts. Kai leaned back on the sofa, his hand gliding though his messy hair while his eyes raked over my body and finally stopping at my hand's. He licked his lips while he watched my fingers undo the button and groaned when it came undone.

I slipped my thumbs under the waistband and pulled my shorts down. "I'm not doing this because I have to but because I want to." I signed as I stepped closer to him to grip his shoulder for balance as I pulled my legs up to straddle him. "One last memory before we either go for a clean break or go for something platonic." He looked confused at my words again but I didn't let him question me. I laid short open mouth kisses all along his jaw before reaching his lips. His hands instantly gripped my waist while mine moved from his shoulders down to his chest to unbutton his shirt. I felt his hardness between my legs and my hips instantly rocked on his lap, making us both moan into our kiss.

He moved his hand up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear, cupping my cheek, drawing my attention up from his chest where I was working to get his shirt off and up to his face. "Keep telling your self that Kitten but with us, there's always going to be a next time." He challenged my earlier remark about this being a last memory.

"Then answer me this Kai, with a choice of either having me this way for as long as you want me or the chance to help me, which would you choose?" He froze, his thumb stopping mid stroke on my cheek. I already knew what he was going to choose and I was perfectly fine with it. In fact I was hoping he would. I didn't want to accept the help he so freely offered.

"Emotional blackmail Jina? That's beneath you." He snapped, his eyes turning cold.

"No, its self preservation Kai. I'm sure you're familiar with the concept yourself." I hinted at the fact that I was onto him but didn't want to take it any further than that at this point. "If I let you help me Kai, If I willingly accept you're help I would never be able to have sex with you without feeling like it was some sort of a deal." I signed. "So what's it going to be?" I was a big fat liar, nothing could make what I felt when I was like this with him feel cheap but I wanted an excuse to reject his help because I knew he would not take well if I out right decline it.

"I would never make you feel that way, I was a fool when I insulted that time." His eyes showed me that he truly did regret our argument yesterday.

"There's a saying that the truth comes out when you're high on emotion or when you're drunk. It must have been at a corner of you're mind at least, for you to have called me those names while you were angry."

"I'm sorry." He whispered and this time his words broke my heart because I knew by the look in his eyes that he truly meant it. "Fine, if it means I can get you to stop stripping and bowing your head in front of any other guy then I will give you this out."

It was my turn to freeze. I never expected for him to choose that. Why would he do that?

"Kai?" My voice trembled with emotion as I stared into his determined gaze with disbelief. "Why would you?"