Reckless Behaviour (Exo Kai)

Chivalry or possessiveness?

Chapter 14 – Chivalry or possessiveness? 

Jina

As I walked out of the elevator at S M Entertainment, I was crystal clear on the fact that there was an enormous chance that at the end of all this I was going to end up with a broken heart.

Was it worth it? Hell yeah! Even to have Kai only for fleeting moment, it was more than just worth it.

I had no girly fantasies as to what I was signing up for. Kai is a cold hard arrogant bastard. More often than not he was bound to sting me with his attitude, words and actions.

On the other hand, he was a player through and through. I had no illusions that I could ever be his one and only. But all that was all right with me, if it meant I could love him for as long as he would let me. When it came to an end? Then I would go in to a corner and lick my wounds, hoping my heart would heal with time. That was the best I could expect from him right now.

"I wasn't ever expecting to get a call from you." Suho greeted me as soon as I entered the room he had asked me to meet him at when I called him earlier.

I knew what I was doing was wrong and this may all end up in my face if Kai found out because I knew he trusted me to never manipulate him but this needed to be done.

"I'll get right to the point." I said ignoring his gesture for me to take a seat. "Can you stop with the scheming plans that you have in mind? I'll do everything I can to pay you back as soon as I can but I really need you to stop with the plans."

"Why should I?" Suho asked looking angry at my gale for asking that of him.

"I know you think you're doing the best for him but you really aren't, he's only ever going to hate it and never come to like it if you keep forcing me on him." I said hoping he would get the hint.

"And you care about this now?" He had a satisfied glint in his eyes.

"Yea, I do. Now." I said looking straight into his eyes. If he thought I would back down instead of accepting my defeat then he had another think coming. I may be stubborn but I haven't survived this long by not giving in when it needed to happen.

He lifted up is hands in a gesture that indicated surrender. "Fine, fine, I think my job here is done anyway." He hesitated staring at me again. "You have the confidence to get him?" He asked, addressing the elephant in the room.

"No, not at all." I said with resignation, it felt just as bad admitting it aloud. "But I'm determined to try, I have everything to gain." Suho's eyes hardened at my statement and I knew he had misunderstood me. "I'm not after his money or fame if that's what you are thinking right now."

"You better not be." He snapped.

"I think you should have been worried about that before you planned all this out. Your concern is coming a little too late." I felt my lips tug in a satisfied smile in having pulled one over Suho this time. Take that, you jerk, I thought in my head.

He looked pissed for a second but then his shoulders sagged with defeat. "For all our sakes I hope you're being honest because something in Kai's life needs to change for the better or we are going to loose him forever."

Quite a scary thought but it shed light into why Suho was being such an asshole. Just like how Kai had acted in front of my parent's, Suho was acting in front of us all. Only my feelings for Kai made me much more understanding with him while my tolerance for Suho had been pretty much zero from the get go. But now I understood and it made me pretty damn guilty for cursing him all this time.

Suho looked so defeated and I was pretty sure his eyes looked a little too shiny to be normal. I walked towards him, finally taking the seat that he offered me earlier but instead of sitting opposite, I sat beside him.