Summer pov:
Prom was in exactly three weeks.
And of course I had nobody to go with.. Nobody really even asked me either.
After a week after prom was grad, where I finally leave this hell hole called high school.
I was ready to leave, and to forget about everyone.
Carter.
Harry.
Basically anyone that give me shit to deal with.
I was gonna go move to London, which is basically 3 hours away from here.
Eva, Sam & I were planning on getting a flat together.
Three rooms, a bathroom or two, and a kitchen with a living room.
Small & simple.
I was only allowed to go if I got into any of the Uni's there. I applied to about four, and I'm confidant that I at least got into one of them.
Sighing, I stood up from my bed, putting all those behind me, and moving on with my life for now.
I walked over to my desk and sat down on the spinney chair.
Carter & I yet still had to finish that stupid song. But as you can, we wouldn't be working together any time soon. And she most likely doesn't care for her mark.
Unlike her, I do care, even if I have to perform this by myself.
I lost the paper with whatever I had started to write. But it doesn't matter, I'll just make a new song. A better, slower one.
I decided to spend the rest of the night writing this song.
I mean, I had nothing better to do. The talent show was in two weeks, I had to be ready for it.
After about 3-4 hours, I had finally finished writing the song, I thought it was good, but I wasn't too sure.
I looked at my phone and saw it said '9:24pm'.
Thinking for a bit, I thought I go to the hospital , and see Niall quickly.
Putting on a big baggy grey sweater over my tank top, and some vans, I grabbed my phone and car keys, along with my wallet and left.
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"Hey Ni", I said softly, sitting beside his bed.
"So um, I wrote a song today.. and I thought maybe I could sing it to you", I said awkwardly.
Was it weird that I was doing this? I don't think so.
I read lots of things that people in comas can possibly hear you.
And I was really hoping Niall could hear me. I just wish he would wake up sooner. I wanna go to prom with him. Graduate with him. Be with him..
"Ok, well here goes nothing", I mumbled, clearing my throat.
"Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place"
I finished off the song, letting a tear come out.
The song did mean a lot to me now.
But the real reason I was crying was because I couldn't keep coming.
I had to stop at one point.
And I guess today is the day..
Today is the last time.
The last time I visit Niall..
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A/N: hey loves!
Soo an update!
I'm getting quite good at updating don't ya think? ha.
If anyone is wondering that song is called 'Maybe' but Secondhand Serenade, I love that song.
And as you can (hopefully) tell, it's a break-up song :p (The song is on the side btw ---->)
I have a math test tomorrow, the marks are out of 50, and half of my grade, and if I do bad, I swear i'm gonna die.
So I have to study now :'(
I'll try and update soon though!
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Byee
~M xox
