Sexual Tension

37. I am

By the time we made it up into my room we were a fumbling mess. Kissing, grabbing, taking of clothes, attempting to walk. All while my mind was trying to process what was actually happening. Maybe I would just have to save thinking for later.

He threw me onto my bed and crawled on top of me. At this stage we were both in our underwear panting hard. His kisses we trailing down my neck slowly down my breasts along my stomach. Licking, kissing, biting, I was going light headed. He pulled my underwear and starched his lips to me straight away. I let out a squeal accidentally and I could feel him laugh against me. His tongue trailed up my entrance slowly, I could feel his breath fanning against me.

"Carl," I groaned begging for further contact and he complied, I came almost instantly.

He lazily crawled back up to my face, I was out of breath with blushed cheeks. "You taste so good," he smirked kissing me again and my insides stirred again. I reached down to palm him but he shook his head before pulling his boxers down. "I just want to feel you now." He groaned before sliding into me earning a gasp.

He began moving in and out with his head buried into my neck and his hands gripping my hair and my hip. The feeling of him was making it hard for me to breath. My nails dug into my neck and he groaned going harder and faster.

"Fuck Carl!" I moaned fully losing myself in the feeling of him. Suddenly he pulled out and before I could complain he flipped me over onto my belly and sliding into me again. The different angle felt amazing and I was sure it wouldn't take me long to orgasm again. He took his hand and reached under rubbing my clit as he relentlessly rocked in and out of me. I was a fumbling mess of moans. The feeling of him and his hand and his lips on the back of my neck and the sound of him cursing and groaning was too much.

I came hard calling out his name which sent him over the edge too and he collapsed next to me breathing heavy with that big fucking grin plastered over his face.

...

The next morning the memories of what happened the night before quickly flooded my mind and I lay in a moment of disbelief. It almost seemed surreal until I looked over and sure enough there Carl was laying next to me fast asleep. I couldn't help but smile. I felt giddy and all mushy, definitely not something I was used to. Part of me felt doubtful about actually being with Carl but all my other parts wanted to punch that part in the face for trying to ruin my happiness. I guess we had to try. There definitely was more than friendship between us and it wouldn't be fair to not give it a chance. We were finally both on the same page for what fillet like the first time in forever. And I guess I could finally look at him now and not have to hold back. I could jump his bones freely now.

"Mmm good morning," he groaned in his sexy morning voice.

"Morning," i chirped and he rolled over to face me with that lazy smirk that I'd developed a love hate relationship with.

"How are you?"

"Good and you?"

"Better than ever." He winked and butterflies stirred in my stomach. It still felt surreal that we were actually together. It felt different than usual but a good different I guess. "What are you thinking about?"

"This. Us?" I shrugged.

"Not having second thoughts now the sexual tension is released are you?" He was joking but there was a slight tone of fear in his voice which I have to admit was very sweet.

"No I want this!" I nodded and he seemed to relax. "Just thinking about how it'll work."

"It'll work however we want it to." He assured me which genuinely did make me feel better. If he could be so calm and normal about our new situation then so could I. We would just work it out ourselves, no pressure, no expectations, just go with it.
"Plus," he smirked lifting up the blanket and obviously checking out my naked body. "I could get used to this!"

...

We went round to Carls house later on and I couldn't help but feel a little nervous. I knew I fit in with their family but I didn't know if it would be different now I was Carls girlfriend. Should I even be calling myself that??

We walked up to the door and Carl gave me a reassuring squeeze, he must've sensed my nerves. When we opened the door the whole gang was standing in the living room. Fiona, Lip, Ian, Debbie, Liam, Kev, V, even Frank. They all cheered 'finally' as we walked into the room and I lost it laughing. My nerves were eased dramatically.

We were all just hanging around the place and Lip came up to me.

"Well Ava are you sure you're ready to commit to only one Gallagher brother?" He winked and I couldn't help but laugh. Carl rolled his eyes.

"You drive a hard bargain but I'm sure I'll manage," I laughed.

"Well what can I say, your loss." He winked smacking Carl over the head.

"Well little gallagher finally pulled his head out of his ass!" I hadn't even noticed mickey was here.

"Could say the same to you too," Carl laughed gesturing to Ian and I hoped to god that meant they were finally back together. Maybe if those two would finally get back together everything else would be right with the world.

"Yeah whatever," Mickey flipped him off. "Hurt her and ill kill you!" He warned giving me a kiss on the head and heading back over to Ian. I guess maybe everything was going to be good.

...

I was nervous by the time school came around. I'd have to face our group, Matt, and maybe Maria. Carl drive me into school that morning because I'd stayed at his the night before drove when we walked in together our whole group of friends were trying to hold back giddy smiles.

"Listen up fuckheads," Carl announced as we approached them. "Yes we are together. No we don't want to give you all the horny details and no we won't be discussing our relationship." He warned and everyone nodded. Except Emma gave me a look that ensured I'd have to tell her the horny details.

"Well I think it's great!" Jack smiled wrapping his arm around Maddy. I felt happy knowing Carl was willing to tell everyone about us. We hadn't even discussed that yet but it felt right.

"Ava!" I heard matts voice from behind me. Carl groaned but I gave him a nudge and went to see what matt wanted.

"So he finally grew a pair of balls then?" He asked and I suddenly felt the need to explain myself.

"Matt I-"

"Ava don't!" He cut me off. "Are you happy."

I looked over to Carl. He was standing there talking to our friends with his smug smile. His big lips and big brown eyes. His messy long brown hair and I smiled. I was finally able to admit maybe there had been more than just sexual tension between us after all.

"I am!" I answered with confidence.

End.

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