Happily never after {FINISHED}

chapter 37!

Jai's P.O.V;
I hugged her tightly, remembering everything! How could I have ever forget her? I remembered how I felt when she slammed the door in my face after the photo with Hollie. God knows how she felt. I know it sounds crazy because I'm only 17... but I truly love this girl. I then felt a warm patch slowly form on my chest and Steph's breathing became uneven. I pulled her in tighter.

Steph's P.O.V;

What even? Why am I crying? I guess everything just, hit me... hit me hard. All I wanted to do was squeeze him... Ive missed these little moments so much. The thick smell of his cologne travelled up my nose, leaving a lust sensation. He pulled me in tighter. 

Our hug slowly made it's way onto my bed, turning into a tight, meaningful cuddle. Our legs were entwined, his arm under my neck and my arm tightly round his waist. Normally, in these situations, Id fall asleep... but I just couldnt this time. I just wanted to stay awake, enjoying Jai's company.

"Steph..." Jai started, I 'hmm'ed lightly, indicating him to carry on, "I love you... Like, I really do..."

I knew this was true, but why, when he says it, does my heart beat so much faster? I smiled lightly to myself, hearing him say these words. 

"I love you too... and I'm so sorry for not believing you about the whole Hollie thing... It's just... It wasnt easy for me to see, ya'know..." I sighed, "your accident was all my fault..."

"No! It was my own fault... I should've checked the road before I crossed... Never blame yourself... Its over now anyway!" he reassured me... but I could only feel worse about the whole situation!

"You were still in pain..." I said, feeling myself tense up, just at the thought of him being so helpless... He just rubbed his large hand up and down my back.

"Not as much pain i would be in if you decline my offer..." He said, it knitted my eyebrows together, shuffling my neck and head about so soon my eyes met his.

"What?" I asked, confused.

"Tomorrow, theres some sort of party... I want you to come, as my date?" he offered, sending a warm smile in my direction. A huge smile spread across my face, I had to bite my lip slightly so my cheeks didnt pop. I nodded my head.

"Id love nothing more!" I said, reaching up and kissing Jai's soft lips. Our lips moved in sync, butterflies tickling my insides. Jai scrambled about, his lips not leaving mine, he threw one leg over me and sat ontop. He pulled away from the kiss, looking down at me.

"You're so beautiful..." he whispers. I just stare back, feeling my cheeks burn. He smiles lightly, lowering his head back down to mine. Again, he kissed my lips, my instant reaction was to kiss back. This kiss slowly got more passionate and deeper. His lips then left mine, and trailed hard kisses down my jaw line and to my neck. A tingle sensation ran through my body as he kissed my neck, leaving goosebumps on the surface of my skin. His left hand reached up, caressing my breast in it. I gasped.

"Jai.. wait.." I said, panicking. He stopped, sat up and looked back down at me. Oh my god... was I ready? Not even going to lie, I was so scared for this moment. You see, I dont have a Mum to talk about this shit with... so I dont know what to expect or anything. My eyes scanned his face... It was so gorgeous. I couldnt think of anyone else I would want to lose my virginity to, then Jai. I took a deep breath and shook my head. ".. Nothing.." I said, resting my hand on his neck, guiding him back down to my lips, where again, we kissed. His kisses wondered off again, this time not to my neck... but to my chest. I grabbed my shirt from the hem, pulling it over my head and throwing it on the floor. Using one hand, he unclipped my bra, pulling the straps down my arms, revealing my breasts placed evenly on my chest. I watched as his eyes scanned them and he slowly bit his lip. I smiled at his reaction and he lowered his head again. A slight sting rushed through my boobs as he sucked on them ever so slightly; making me want him even more. He then trailed kisses down my stomach, whilst removing my sweats. I was now lying there in just my female boxers. He slowly and seductivly, spread my legs, leaving teasing thigh kisses, sucking slightly as he did so. He then kisses over a sensitive area, making me moan slightly. I felt him smile against my thigh, proud that he made me moan.

"fuck.." i whispered, covering my mouth. He laughed through his nose, and carried on. Soon enough, my pants found their way to the floor too. Knotts and butterflies rushed through my body as it was slowly changing. I gasped through my teeth, trying to ease the pain of his member entering me. In a way, I liked it... I liked it alot actually. I dug my nails into Jai's back slightly, as he slowly thrusted in and back out again. We both moaned at the pleasure of, what you can say, making love.

He threw himself down next to me, both out of breath. We both just stare up at the ceiling, trying to catch our breaths. Jai caught his quicker and turned onto his side, resting his large hand on my stomach. I pulled the covers right over us both and turned on my side aswell, staring into Jai's eyes. He stared back. A smile slowly formed on both of our faces as we examined eachother.

"I love you." I whisper.

"I love you too.." he whispered back and we kissed for the last time, before we both fell asleep in eachothers arms.

Mum.. dont be angry. Mum... can you hear me? It was all going to happen sooner or later... Mum?! Dont ignore me please! I know you wanted me to be the perfect, innocent daughter... but I'm 17.. Most girls now are losing their virginity at the age of 14, to guys they dont even know!! Jai, he's different. He's not just one of those one night stands.. he wasnt just in it for the sex... If he was, we would have done it way before now! Just please dont be agnry... Wait, where are you going?! Come back!! MUM! MUUM!!

I woke up quickly, a sticky mess. My breathing uneven and my hair wet from sweat. I checked the alarm clock across the room, '5:36pm'.

"sshh.. it was just a dream..." Jai whispered, laying me back down, bracing me in his arms. I took a deep breath and laid their awake, listing to the quiet snores from Jai as he slowly drifted back to sleep... I hope Mum isnt really mad... She shouldnt be... It doesnt matter anyway... shes gone... I'm fending for myself now... That was my decision!