Happily never after {FINISHED}

Chapter 38!

Beau's P.O.V:

I could no longer read the long text on the screen of my phone anymore... my sight was blurred by tears. My breathing became, strange, and sweat slowly formed in ever crook of my body. The room started spinning... Why was this happening to me? Now? With her? I ran. My first reaction was to run?

I burst out the front door and down the empty road... I dont care where I go, as long as I'm out. I found myself running straight to the beach, where I collapsed on the floor, burying parts of me under the sand. My crying got heavier as I remembered that one text.

"Hey Beau, I know you probably dont even want to speak to me, or have probably blocked my number... but the least I can do is try. Remember when we went camping, we got slightly 'busy'? Yeah, well can you also remember the part where you forgot a condom? haha yeah, well I'm 2 weeks pregnant. If you get this text, ring me... I think we have alot to talk about :) Hollie. xox"

No. I cant be a Dad. I just cant. I'm not ready and I definitely know Hollie isnt ready. And did I want to talk to her about it? Mate, I hardly wanted to talk to her full stop... let alone talk to her about our 'Child'. I just didnt know what to do? Why the fuck didnt I remember a fuccking condom!! This is all my fault. Or is it hers? Life was gonig perfectly fine until.. she came along. It really hurts me to say this cause Hollie once used to mean so much to me... but its true! 

"Beau?" I heard someone question me from behind. Startled, I quickly glanced behind me, to find Luke stood there, towering over me, "Whats up?"

"L-Luke... I'm screwed... No, I'm more then screwed... I'm fucking screwed... I-" I started, Luke knew I didnt really know how to get to my point, so he cut infront of me.

"Beau... Whats Happened?" He said so seriously, sitting down next to me. I told him everything... Maybe a little more then I should have... But I wasnt lying.

"For Fuck sake Beau.. Why have you gotta make life so hard for yourself?" he asked me, rolling his head back to his neck clicked. I just shrugged, "Okay, so you hate Hollie now, so you get her pregnant... You watch Jai fall in love with a girl, and decide to fall in love with her aswell... wow big boy." he said... i just threw myself back into the sand.

Luke walked me back, telling me a Nonna story, I always fall asleep through them. Lukes more patient then I am so will actually listen to her stories. I learnt that its easier to let go if you blank your problems... but these problems are hard to just ignore. When we got home, we saw Steph and Jai led on the sofa, legs entwined and eating pizza and drinking cola lite. Now since I told someone about my love for Steph, the jealousy hits me hard and I feel like an idiot. I could feel Luke's sympathetic eyes on me.. but I'm Beau fucking Brooks.. I dont need sympathy. Luke ran and jumped onto the other sofa, laying himself across it. The only place for me to sit now was next to Jai- No Thanks- so I just walked on through to the kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water. I turned away from the sink and lifted the glass up to my mouth, to see Jai jogging into where I was.

"Beau..." he said, a huge grin on his face, "listen in.." he told me. "Steph and I had, sex!" I sent him a quick fake smile and continued to drink my water. "But..." he said, smile fading slightly and worry sprinting through his eyes, "I forgot the condom..." his face burnt red, in sync with mine. I was so angry! How could he forget a fucking condom?! Then again... So did I. "Beau... Are... Are you okay?" Jai said, stepping away. The whole situation with Hollie ran through my head as Jai tried to capture my attention. I then Blew.

*Stephs P.O.V*

"Wait two secs.." Jai said, detangling our legs and jogging after Beau, into the kitchen.. "Heeeyyyy sexy lady" Luke sang, jumping onto the sofa next to me. I nudged him with my elbow playfully, indicating for him to shut up. He forced his body off of the sofa, to make it look like i nudged him hard. We both giggled and then I heard Beau shout and something getting smashed. It stared both me and Luke, so we both got up and ran into the kitchen. I saw Beau and Jai face to face and smashed plates everywhere... What, the, fuck...