Friends Forever?

Chapter 10

I went to the mall and met Ruby at our favorite coffee shop. She was already there and had ordered for me. "Hey girl, you sounded weird over the phone is everything ok?" She asks as she hands me my coffee. I grab my coffee and sighed as I sat down. "I don't know how to say this." She gives me a weird look.

"Oh my gosh Emma spit it out." I nod. "Did you kill someone?" I gasp. "No." "Because if you did I wouldn't mind helping you hide the body." I gasp. "Ruby!" She chuckles. "I'm your best friend I would do anything." I couldn't help but smile. "I made out with Killian," I say then covered my mouth. She gasps. "You did what?"

I nod. "Yes after you all left I went and took him back to his room and laid him down because he was all drunk." She nods. "Well he was being all weird and he tried to hug me at first but I pulled away from him." She nods. "He then pulls me in again and he plants one on me." She gasps. "Well I tried to back away and he grabs me tight and he kisses me even more, we fall on the bed and he starts kissing me in the neck then back on the lips."

She gasps then takes a sip of her coffee. "Yeah but then later it hit me what I was doing and I backed away." She shakes her head. "I can't believe you made out with Killian." I nod. "But good thing I didn't go all the way." She chuckles. "You would have, wouldn't you?" I shake my head.

"No why do you think I backed away because I knew it was wrong and because it didn't mean anything." She chuckles. "Sure." I scoff. "It didn't mean anything Ruby, and it doesn't matter now." I say and I take another sip of coffee. "I think you should tell Killian about it, wait does he know?" I shake my head. "No he doesn't remember anything," I say as I looked down. She laughs nervously.

"You're screwed Emma, unless you tell Killian how you really feel, you will lose him forever." I scoff. I don't love Killian." She stays quiet and gives me a death glare. "Ok maybe... A little... Ok fine yes I do love him but what does it matter now." She sighs." "Stupid Milah, I don't even like her." I nod. "How about we go and get our minds away from this mess, we need to come up with an idea for next months' collection, so let's go and think about that." I smile and off we go with our coffee cups.

Time passes by and I make my way back home. I open the door and I walk in with ideas of what to draw for our next collection. I walk up to my room and I grab my pencils and sketch books. I make my way to the dinning room table and I sit down.

I start my first sketch and I finish it in 10 minutes. I start with the second one and as I'm drawing out the designs flashbacks of last night flooded my mind. I closed my eyes and tried to erase those damn flashbacks. "I love you Emma," echoed through my mind. I shook my head again. No I can't let that get to me.

That's when I remembered his lips on my skin and I start to tremble. I shook my head again. More flashbacks of last night flooded my mind and I start to scream. "Get out of my head!" I screamed out. I needed Killian out of my head. I can't be thinking about him when he's engaged to Milah.

"I love you Emma." Echoed my mind again. "Get out!" I screamed one last time and I threw my sketches across the room and I gasp at who I see standing there. It was Milah and Killian. I gasp. "Emma what the hell?" Milah asks and I sit down and my heart is racing. How long have they been standing there.

"Love how about you wait in the car for me while I get my stuff," he asks Milah and she nods and makes her way to the car. Killian closes the door and makes his way towards me. "Emma are you alright?" I nod. "You didn't sound alright." I smile nervously. "No it's just...." I'm starting get nervous, I needed to come up with a good lie.

"No it's just you know how I get when I have a deadline." He gives me a weird look and scoffs. "I don't buy it." I grin. "It's the truth." He shakes his head. "You were screaming get out of my head." I sigh. "Emma who's in your head?" I start to panic and sigh. He has to know. "Killian the one in my head is...." That's when his phone goes off.

He shuts off his phone. "Go on," he says and I sigh. "My parents Killian." He gasps. "I never knew who my parents were so I just thought of who they might be but remembering them sucks so that's why I was screaming." He shakes his head. "Emma I'm sorry." I half smile. "It's ok." He sighs.

"I'm a cancel you need me more than Milah." I smile.  "No it's ok you go, you're nothing of mine, you are Milah's fiancé." He shakes his head. "You're my best friend, and nothing is going to change that." I smile then I nudge him. "Go get your stuff and have a good time with your future wife." He smiles then makes his way up the stairs. I go pick up my sketches and sigh. I can't believe he doesn't remember what we did.

He comes back down and smiles. "Emma I can cancel and stay with you." I smile. "No go." He nods. "Message me if you need anything." I nod. He makes his way out the door and I follow him. "Have fun Killian." He nods then gets in the car and drives away. I walk back inside and lock the door.

It's best that Killian never finds out about what happened or the fact that I love him.....