Boys This Young

10|I WANT TO SMACK HIM WITH MY UNDYING LOVE UGHHH

AN: ya'll we don't talk about how dan thicc ^
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"I cannot believe him!" Phil complained, pacing around his apartment and running his fingers through his hair. "I mean I know I'm stupid and I slipped up but...he knows I'm right! He just wants to make me mad."

Connor nodded. "I mean, he probably does. But it's only two days. You guys had to have not communicated for two da-"

"No." Phil said, "The only time that's ever happened is when we were on bad terms for about a year. And even then, we still talked a bit. Awkwardly, but we still were each other's best friend. But during this relationship we'd never gone that long. And I can't believe him, I want to punch him!"

"Wow."

Phil sighed. "You're right I want to punch him with kisses I love him so much oh my goooooooodddd."

Connor laughed. "You two are so stupidly in love just talk."

"Are you kidding me? After what he said! I refuse to talk to him until he apologizes."

"I'm sorry, what exactly did he say to you again?"

"He just made a stupid joke about how since I'm not around he'll just have Arin take care of him. And like, you know, probably a sexual way. And even if it isn't, like it's still so...I can't believe he could say that. And I just tried to let it slide a bit at first because he was drunk but...drunk words are sober thoughts, you know? And Arin shares a dorm with him, and they are around each other all he time and he has crush on Dan. Like, how am I supposed to not be jealous?"

"Wait, like really?" Connor asked.

"Yes!"

"Yikes." Connor winced. "Yeah I see why you're mad at him for joking like that. But I thought this was over what you said."

Phil sighed. "It is. I just love him so much, and I want him to be happy and be taken care of properly. I want to be the best boyfriend I can for him. And I guess it just makes me mad that he acts like I don't care for him at all, when all I want is for him to be treated like he's the most important thing in my life, because he is. And I love giving him attention, and he knows, he loses his mind without it. It has always been that way, even as kids. He'd come over to my house, and then he'd jump on me and sit on my lap, and if I was napping he'd crawl into bed next to me and hug me. He just always needed to be around me."

"That's so sweet, Phil." Connor said, "But you're not kids anymore. Even if he still acts like he needs the attention, you don't need to treat him the same as you did then. He's almost twenty. He can last on his own for a little while. Just let him miss you, without trying to protect him the minute he's sad because you're not around."

"But-"

"Even though you like giving him attention." Connor said quickly with a giggle. "He's an adult."

"No, he's my little Danny." Phil said dreamily, smiling as he thought about how cute his boyfriend was. He just wanted to kiss his dimpled cheeks and hold him in his arms.

"You guys make it so obvious about what roles you guys have in bed." Connor said with a smirk, shaking his head at Phil.

Phil blushed. "I'm not like dominant to him if that's what you mean. I wouldn't do that to him. He's I...I couldn't do that he's too cute."

Connor's eyes widened. "Wait...you've never...oh my god, Phil, no wonder he's annoyed at you."

"What?"

"You really do treat him like he's five."

"How?"

"Are you telling me you've never had sex because he's too cute?"