Boys This Young

19|Daddy

smut warning ⚠️
If you don't like smut, just read the first paragraph, and I'll give you a place were you can read again :)
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"I guess...in the end we both were in the wrong. We've known each other for all of our lives, yet we still don't know how to treat each other. I love you more than anyone, but I don't know how to give you what you want. And you...you didn't know how to react to us...changing. You cheated on me, and that was terrible. But yet, neither of us were really being faithful to each other. I treated you like you couldn't be on your own, like you weren't your own person. You just wanted to prove to me, that you are capable of making your own choices. In the end, maybe we're better off friends. We never had problems being friends. But I can't stay away from you. I never have been able to stay away. And I'm not going to."

Dan stared at Phil who was in front of him now, speaking quietly after having not said a word on the car ride here. As soon as the door closed though, Phil began to talk. "You deserve to know what it feels like to be in pain, like how my heart hurt after you did what you did, but you also deserve love, after the years I kept it from you. You deserve to know what it's like to be touched."

Dan was still frozen, as Phil's hand touched his cheek and he relaxed a bit into his touch. He didn't know whether to be scared, or if it was okay to talk. He didn't know what Phil was going to do.

"Do you still want me to touch you, Daniel?" Phil whispered, moving slowly but resting one hand on Dan's lower back, and slowly drifting lower as the other moved down his shoulder and gripped him against his body. Dan's breath caught in his throat, and his body took a step back in shock but hit a wall, and Phil fell with him, making direct eye contact with him as their noses touched. It was soft as Dan breathed out, gazing at Phil's blue eyes through his glasses. Phil looked really good in his glasses.

He was trapped, and he wanted terribly to just kiss Phil, he was so close.

"Yes." Dan answered quietly, but with complete confidence in his answer. Yes, of course he still wanted Phil to touch him. He wanted to be treated like an adult.

"That could have consequences." Phil growled lowly, fingers playing with the hem of Dan's shirt. "Might just have to show you who you belong to." He ran his teeth along Dan's neck, placing light kisses on the skin. "Since you seem to forget." Dan mewled at how soft and light they were, leaning his head back and gripping onto Phil's arms.

It felt nice. Phil felt nice.

"I'm sure that I want you." Dan said, and Phil chuckled, pressing a kiss to his lips.

"Of course you do." Phil muttered, unbuttoning Dan's jeans with a smirk. "All you do is want."

Dan sighed as the pressure of his jeans was removed from his hard on, Phil palming him a little just to make him more frustrated. He applied a bit of pressure with a smirk, causing Dan to groan as he ground down on Phil's hand with a blush. It was so embarrassing to be this desperate, but it felt really good.

"I want you to fuck me." Dan whined, and Phil just smiled smugly.

"I'm not so sure you deserve it."

"Please." Dan begged, "I need you."

Phil hated how the words went straight to his cock, letting go of Dan and kissing him instead. "Alright, I'll fuck you if you do a favor for me, yeah?"

Dan nodded enthusiastically, as Phil removed his pants. "Suck me off."

Dan sank down to his knees without second thought, coming head to head with Phil's crotch. [hehe you get it. head to head. i'm over here spitting genius, appreciate me]. He pulled down Phil's underwear and contemplated how much he could take in at once, but didn't hesitate.