Killua x female reader: Assassin's Bride

Chapter 26

"We won't find it. I won't remember anything from the past. I don't know who I can trust. I am not the old y/n." I said.

"Then how did you remember that? Did someone tell you?" He ask.

"I just have a feeling and I trust my instinct." I said.

"That's just like you." He rub my head and pat on it.

"Please stop." I stop his hand.

'His hands are so much bigger than mine.' I thought.

I let go of his hand and said, "You can let me go. I'm not your fiancé.. we're just acquaintances."

Silence fills in the room. It startled me since he wasn't replying back right away like today and yesterday. I look up at him and saw his face. His face looks like it was about to cry.

"S-sorry.... But I really don't feel anything for you. I don't have those feelings that you call love towards you anymore." I said.

"Then...... Can we at least be friends?" He ask.

"....Okay.." I said.

"But, you're still my fiancé." He said.

'N-No way!' I thought.

"Well, I did dump you in a weird way and such. We're friends, so don't do stuff like kisses." I said.

"Okay." He said.

Even though he said that, his face still looks like he's about to cry. I couldn't help it, but feel the need to comfort him.

"Don't look like you're about to cry! If you want to cry, then cry. Otherwise, it makes me feel bad." I said.

"Sorry..." He apologize.

"Don't apologize either! What I'm trying to say is... Just because we had a relationship and had broken up, doesn't mean that I can't like you back... You can still make attempts to try to make me fall in love with you...." I flustered at what I said.

"Also to inform you about yourself, you're a pro hunter." He said. "Here's your license."

He hands me the license. I look at it.

"It does look like me, but different hair color and much younger." I said.

"You took it while you were still 14." He said.

"That young?!" I said a bit loud.

"Yeah." He reply. "Since you said I could make attempts, I'll take upon your offer."

"Please don't kiss me or hug me. Anything else is fine." I said.

"Since you're already this well, why not discharge today?" He ask.

"I don't know. I don't feel good." I said.

"Then I'll take care of you. By the way, we'll be separting from Gon and the others for awhile. Of course, Gon will come and see us before we depart." He said.

"You've made plans that fast ahead of time already?!" I said.

"Yeah, I can't lose a precious time with you if I want to be with you forever." He said.

"Flirt. You're flirting with an injured person, whose memories are lost and her hair has turned white." I said.

"Sorry. Usually, you don't mind about it." He said. "As expected, you are more of a serious person before meeting me."