Tom Holland Imagines

Insecure | P.P.

Request by: @joker_dccomics
Request: Could you do one where the reader is insecure about her thighs and her stomach and is afraid to tell Peter because she's afraid that he will laugh at her?

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I walked to school like I do everyday, but today was different. I was little more sad then usual. I'm very insecure about myself and sometimes it hits me a lot more on some days more then others and today was one of those days.

I went to my locker and put some of my books in it when I saw Peter, my boyfriend, walk up to me.

"Hey (y/n)!" He said as he kissed my cheek.

"Hey." I said shortly.

"Are you okay?" He asked me

"What do you mean?" I asked him confused

"Well when I say hey you always say Hey Spider or hey Spidey or something like. Plus you look a little upset. What's wrong?" He said grabbing my hand.

"Do you love me Peter?"

"You know I do."

I saw Liz in the corner of my eye smiling and talking to her friends as all the guys gawked at her.

I sighed "Wouldn't you rather be with another girl? Say Liz Allan?"

He looked over at Liz then back at me "you're joking right?"

"No peter I'm not. Answer the question." I said shutting my locker.

He just looked at me confused "why would I want to go out with Liz?"

"Thanks for going around the question." I said as I rolled my eyes and walked away.

"(Y/n)! Come on please come back here!"

I ignored him and kept walking. When I got to my class I saw him walk in. He saw me and sat right next to me.

"(Y/n) why did you walk away? What did I do?" He whispered

"Do you like Liz?"

"No."

"Don't lie Peter. Tell me the truth."

"What is your problem (y/n). Do you-do you not like me anymore."

"Alright class today we are going to be talking about algorithms." The teacher started

"We'll talk about this later." I said now ignoring Peter.

He looked down at his paper and when he went to grab a pencil from his bag his hands where shaking.

After class was over I needed to go to the bathroom. I fast walked to the bathroom and I locked myself in a stall. I wrapped my arms around me and cried.

I could feel every imperfection, every bulge and it felt like my clothes were getting tighter at the minute. I wanted to tell Peter the truth about what was going on, but I couldn't. I was too scared.

I walked out of the stall and the bathroom and I saw Peter standing right outside the bathroom.

"Peter what are you-"

"(Y/n) I love you with all of my heart. Actually probably with more then all of my heart because I would never look at another and think she's cute that's not even a thought to me. I'm not lying when I say I don't like Liz it's the truth I love you! I jut don't get why you don't believe me."

"Peter I'm fat."

He took a step back it almost looked like someone hit him "what?"

"You heard me. I'm fat. You deserve better then me. My stomach has bulges and my thighs they-they're huge! Why would you want to be with me? You're so fit and skinny and I'm just here looking like a sack of potatoes."

He hugged me "you are not fat. You are gorgeous and I love your stomach and your thighs and your face and well everything! I love you (y/n) so much. When you first walked in those doors I was blown away by you. Your the girl that I instantly knew I was going to fall in love with. You give me so much happiness and I want you to be happy too."

I started to cry as I still hugged him "thank you Peter. I love you so much."

He cupped my face and wiped my tears away with his thumbs and he kissed me softly.

"You are beautiful and don't let yourself or anyone else tell you otherwise."

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^That's one of my favorite quotes 😭💕