Case Closed (Hariana | H.S & A.G)

Part 41: I'm Done

Harry's POV

"You seriously don't want anything?" I hear Ari say as I sit on her couch. She sounds annoyed and slightly frustrated and I don't know why. I just got back to her apartment after a day of running around doing interviews and promo for my album and kinda just want to sit and have some chill, quiet time doing nothing. She made a huge dinner for me which is nice and I'll eat it later but for now I just don't want to do anything, I don't understand why the tone in her voice sounds offended.

"Are you mad at me?" I ask, I hope the answers no. I don't want Ari to ever be mad at me and at the moment I don't even have much energy to try and fix whatever mistake I made because I'm sure if anything's wrong it's on me.

"We haven't seen each other all day and you knew I was working today too. But I made that meal for us to share and you can't even get yourself to literally just sit in a chair and eat it, say thank you, or do literally anything?!" she explains as she heads out of her kitchen and out towards me. She looks just as angry as she sounds and she's making hand gestures that clearly show how frustrated and pissed off she is. I didn't see this coming, I didn't mean to make her angry, I really don't want to fight with her.

"I'm sorry, I know you're working and I really appreciate you making us a meal. I really didn't mean to make you upset, I'm just kinda tired. I love you and I'm thankful you did this but I don't see what the big deal is if I want to just relax for a second" I admit. I shouldn't have said that last part, it kinda just came out and now I can't take it back. I genuinely do appreciate what Ariana did though, I'm just exhausted. I mean I know she had to work today too but all she had was a pitch meeting, she just suggested sketch ideas to the host of the show this weekend and she's been home pretty much all day, it's not the same.

"Go ahead then Harry relax! That's all you do! You're not doing anything! You don't care! You don't care to say thank you to show me that you appreciate what I did. If you did you would march in there eat the food and offer to do the dishes after" she argues. I still don't see what the big deal is, usually I do all that, today I'm just tired.

"Okay then I'll do the dishes Ari, it's okay!" I say back. I'm trying to sound as calm as possible. Ari's mad and I guess I need to try and be her voice of reason.

"No- just- this is not about the dinner, you're not- you're not getting this, you're not getting this Harry. This is not about the dinner, this is not about working, this is not about the dishes, this is about your fucking album!" she spews before turning around storming out of the room. My album? How is this about my album? Since when did we have a problem with my album?

"What? Wait- Ari come here" I shout as I chase after her. "How is this about my album? Since when has it ever been about my album?" I question.

"Seriously Harry? How do you not- Taylor Swift. The girl from Carolina. Your only angel, The fucking chick who claims to be having your baby! The album is just one slap to my face after another. You don't give a shit about me. 'Since when has it ever been about my album?' Exactly Harry! You don't even think I deserve an explanation, a head's up, nothing! How could you possibly know there was a problem when you don't fucking say shit?" she yells back. How long has she felt like this? Why didn't she fucking say anything?

"You could fucking say shit too, if you have a problem with it and I'm not getting it then just fucking say it Ari!" I yell back. I don't want to yell but she's angry and her energy is feeding into mine. Besides, I care about my album she can't make me feel bad about it, I get where she's coming from but at the same time I needed to write about what I wanted to write about. She just needs to support me, I don't think I need to explain myself to her first to get that from her.

"I'm not gonna try and pry this out of you! 'Harry what's this about? Oh and what about this? Oh and this fucking line right here, what's that mean?' That's embarrassing, you should have just told me! You're writing songs about other girls and you think I would just listen and be happy? Seriously?" she argues.