Case Closed (Hariana | H.S & A.G)

Part 47: Where's the Note

"Why are you still here?" I ask once the nurse walks out of the room. I just came back from having some tests done and I was hoping Harry would've left. Even if it was because he's frustrated and angry over his rejected proposal attempt. I can't stand seeing him right now.

"Our conversation wasn't 'pretty much done'" he states, mocking the exact thing I said to the nurse so she could wheel me out of the room.

"Well then stay until you feel like it is" I admit as I turn my head to face the other side. I don't want to engage in another conversation. I've cried enough today, now I'm just tired. The room goes silent for a few moments before I hear Harry start to laugh and I turn to face him again.

"What?" I ask Harry, I regret engaging with him again but I also want to know what he's doing.

"You haven't changed" he chuckles. "You're still trying so hard to push me away, it's cute. I've missed it" he admits. I can't tell if he's mocking me or is actually being sincere.

"Harry just leave me alone. Seriously" I sigh. I really am tired. I'm not in the mood to try and defend myself to Harry, I want him to just leave me alone.

"No. Stop being so stubborn Ari! Why are you still doing this? Why push me away? I'm not gonna just leave because you tell me to. I'm not gonna just move on and find someone else when I've been in love with you all these years. I'm not gonna stop because you've told me you don't want me to. Why do you want me to leave? Why do you think I'm just gonna go?" He asks.

"Because you've done it in the past" I argue. He's not leaving, he's angry, maybe if I can get under his skin even more he'll give up.

"Really Ari? You know what yeah you're right. I've left without putting up much of a fight, I've lied to you, I've signed a contract, I've gone yachting with my ex after we broke up, I hid things from you, I've told my mum things I shouldn't have, I've been with a lot of girls before you, I've written stupid songs about them, I've done so much shit Ari and I'll own up to them all" he admits.

"And you think I'm suppose to give you another chance after all of that?" I ask. Hearing back some of the things he's done still makes me angry. I think I'm over the fact that Harry has been with a lot of girls. I mean he was incredibly famous and fawned over at such a young age. It's kinda uncomfortable since I know I would never behave in that way but he is a good guy and he isn't a womanizer. But I still hate his debut solo album. It's still complete bullshit in my eyes, those songs, Two Ghosts, Carolina, Only Angel. I hate them all. I've tried to avoid his songs since then.

"Ariana I don't just own up to what I've done. I know why they're wrong, I've had years to figure out exactly how it must feel for you. I've spent years trying to change and I really think I have" he explains. I hope he has, I want him back but I don't know if this is good for either of us.

"So I'm suppose to just take that risk. Harry just please leave!" I beg. Before Harry can say anything, Ana, my nurse walks in.

"Oh don't mind me, I'm just here to grab some papers" she says to acknowledge the complete silence between Harry and I.

"Oh no, it's fine. He was actually just leaving" I admit as I look up at Harry and he glares back. He's so clearly upset but I don't care. I want him to leave.

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"Who sent these?" I ask as I see Ana walk into the room. I woke up this morning to a beautiful bouquet of flowers by my bedside. There was no note though, so I don't know who brought them over or why- although I can kinda assume why.

"Oh, those? They're from Lauren- is that his name? The young guy who was here yesterday" she admits. She means Lorne which really means Harry. "I thought he left a note. He had a note in his hand, although he kept putting it in the bouquet and then out, I guess he eventually chose to leave it out. He seems nice, like he really cares for you and I'm not just saying that. I've worked here a long time, I can see who truly cares about who they're visiting. Of course everyone who comes by cares somewhat, they made the effort to show up, but some are there because they have to be, to clear their conscious. Some are in the middle, and some genuinely care and love those they're visiting, like their health is more important than their own. He seems to border that area" she rambles. It's sweet that she's said that but I don't care. If he cared he would be here. But then again maybe he does care and that's why he's not here, he listened to what I said.