18~I miss you

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Sammy's POV

2 days later

I was laying in the back of my car just listening to the rain pour outside. I don't know what I'm doing but I know I can't shut my eyes. Every time I shut my eyes I see Shawn. His handsome face, his smile, his eyes, his body, and his voice. The way he says my name when it just rolls off his tongue. 

I want him back and I don't like closing my eyes to see him when I know that I don't him. I know, you are probably wondering SAM, just fucking call him. One, it's not that simple and two my phone died yesterday and I've been staying in my car. I don't have a charging port in my car. I don't plan on getting a hotel either.

If I'm being honest, I miss everyone. I miss Lexi, the twin.....who am I kidding I miss everyone. I've been lonely and all I can do is see them in my sleep. I guess I'll just go to bed. So I closed my eyes.

"Sam, that dress is-" My mom started to say

"You are beautiful, Sam" Lexi said

"Today is the big day. I'm not ready to let my little sister go" My brother said

"Well doesn't that just suck" I said sticking my tongue out. Just then my dad came into the room with tears on his cheek. I went and rubbed my thumb to get rid of them.

"You are gorgeous, Sam"  My dad said

"Do I have to let you go?" He said

"Yes dad"  I said

"It's time to go" My mom said. My dad walked me down the isle and I just bit my lip. I looked at all of the people in awe. I looked up at the stage and saw all the bridesmaids and then Lexi winking at me. I just laughed and then I looked at Shawn. His smile was so bright it was lighting the room.

"I love you dad" I said kissing his cheek. Shawn grabbed my hand and pulled me up next to him. Everything was a blur. I couldn't stop looking at Shawn. How handsome he is in his tux.

"Will you Shawn Mendes take Samantha James to be your lawfully wedded wife?" The pastor said and he looked like he started to sweat major. I gulped starting to slowly calm down.

"I can't" He said getting off the stage

"SHAWN?" I said 

"I don't love you, Sam" He said turning and leaving.

I woke up fast covered in sweat. Shawn Mendes you got me fucked up. I heard pounding on my front window. I grabbed my blanket and wrapped it around me. I got up to see two brown haired boys. I got out of the car and looked at them.

"You are Sam James, right?" One of them asked

"Yes, I am. May I help you?" I asked wiping my tears off while I was still crying.

"Thank god you are safe?" I heard a voice from behind me. I turned to see Shawn running over in his leather jacket and tight pants that made him look super sexy.

"Shawn" I said starting to cry more. I ran into his arms. He picked me up and held me tightly around his waist.

"Are you okay, Sam?" He asked me worried

"Shawn, don't leave me" I said crying

"God Sam. You are shivering we need to get you to a hotel room" He said putting me in my car.

"Take my car back to the house. I'm going to stay in a hotel for the night" he said throwing the keys to the guys.

When we got to the hotel I was under the cover and Shawn just came out of the bathroom shirtless. He got into the other bed and I just groaned.

"What?" He said laughing as he laid on his bed.

"Don't act like that, Mendes. Get your ass in my bed and put your arms around me and then pull me into your chest and kiss my forehead." I said

"Your wish is my command, princess" He said. Jumping into my bed and doing everything I asked him to do. When he stopped I knew I wanted more and I need more. I pulled him closer and slammed my lips onto his. He roughly kissed back. I felt amazing. But I spoke to soon when he pulled away from me.

"Oh sorry" I said

"Sam, that was perfect. But we just can't do anything. There is a lot of things going on right now. I think you should stay away from me" he said as he sat up.

"Stop this! You tell me you don't want me but then you say to other guys that I'm yours. You don't make sense, Shawn" I said

"what the hell do you want?" I said.

"GOD DAMN, SAM" he said getting out of bed and going into the bathroom. I thought that maybe this time I will tease him. I got up taking my shirt off leaving me in my bra and my spandex. I walked into the bathroom and he looked at me.

"Sam, I can't resist you"

"Stop resisting me" He said

"Sam, I'm out here to find you for Grayson. Not for me" He said groaning. I ran my hand down his back.

"But I don't want him!" I said smacking his butt and he just rolled his eyes. I walked back to the bed.

"Mendes, come here" I said and he walked out and pushed him on the bed. I sat on right above his friend.

"Oh fuck, Sam. Don't tease" He said

"You are Gray-" He was saying till I slid my hand in his pants

"Oh no, Sam" He said gritting his teeth. I just chuckled and he flipped me over and took control.

Shawn and I actually had sex. We actually had sex and now I'm just laying next to him out of breath and naked.

"That was amazing" I said

"You are all mine. Dolan, doesn't get you" He said pulling me closer to him.

"Round two in the shower?" I asked laughing. I got up and ran to the bathroom. He got up and came after me. I got in the shower and turned the water on. He got in and started to suck on my neck as I let out soft moans.

I think I love Shawn Mendes

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SAMMY'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~'

Quack quack quack

who's that?

I'm bored as you can tell.

I was going to get way dirty but I told my self to stop even though I didn't want to. Haha

Love your girl,

SAM<3


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