Sammy's POV
Shawn is gone and I can't even think straight. Is what Shawn said a lie or is it truthful.....I don't know. I want answers....maybe I was to kill Shawn. I just don't know and I wish I did.
I was walking listening to music and listening to sad music cause it sets the mood. I walked till I saw a car pull up next to me. I just kept walking.
"Sam.....I heard what happened and I just want to say I'm sorry. But Shawn wasn't worth it" I heard a voice say. I turned to see James standing there. I scoffed and turned around.
" I have someone you would like to see" James said
"If you think I'm going with you. You are so crazy" I said
"Sam, listen you need to see this" He said
"I know it's crazy to trust me but listen to me I need your help" James said
"Hell no. Don't come near me ever again" I said
"FUCK Sam. Get in the car you need to see this" James yelled. I don't really have anything to lose anymore. So yeah I got in the car with him. Don't get in cars with stupid men, kids.
We arrived at James place. I got out of the car glaring at him. He hadn't done anything yet and I was totally surprised cause all he has done is been nice. I entered the building and he turned to a room and knocked. Ethan came out of the room and my jaw dropped.
"What the hell is going on?" I asked
"Why is she here, James?" Ethan asked
"I could ask the same" I said
"He asked me to find her. He begged and begged" James said
"He did to me also but hey I didn't go find her" Ethan said
"Who is HE?" I asked
"Go in and check" James said
"NO" Ethan said
"She doesn't deserve to be around him" Ethan said
"Stop Ethan" James said
"Go Sam" James said. I opened the door to see a window and a bed. The bed had nice covers and all but when I looked at the window I saw a figure. Standing there and looking out the window. I cleared my throat and that must have got his attention because he jumped a little bit.
"Sam?" I heard the voice say. I stepped back and tripped. This is not happening. The man turned around and he just laughed a little bit at me.
"GRAYSON!?" I said
"NO NO" I said jumping up and jumping into his arms. Ethan and James were standing at the door. He hugged me so tight I couldn't breathe. I got out of his arm and turned to James.
"Explain" I said while I grabbed Grayson's hand.
"Sam, James has done nothing wrong" Grayson said squeezing my hand. I grabbed my hand back and looked at James.
"Sam, it wasn't a bullet......it wasn't real" James said
"Then why is he here acting like your patient!" I said
"He's not. He just wasn't allowed to go out because he wasn't allowed to run into you" He said poking me
"I have a question" I said
"What?" Ethan said
"Tell me the truth about Shawn" I said
"That isn't a question" Ethan said and James hit him.
"What did he tell you, Sam?" James asked me
"That JC was trying to kill me and he's my assigned person" I said and James laughed
"He told me to leave and never come back and I was going till he pulled a gun on me" I said looking at the floor
"He almost shot Devin so Lexi shot him. Shawn is dead"
"I know Shawn is dead.....I'm sorry, Sam" James said
"Explain NOW" I said almost going over to him but Grayson pulled me back.
"Sam, chill" Gray said looking at my face. Just have Grayson near me made me feel safe but it didn't make me forget about Shawn. I started to cry and breathe heavy. Grayson just held me closer.
"Oh god....Sam, Shawn was your person. And he tried to kill you....so you wouldn't find out it was him" James said
"But why the hell did he do this. He said he loved me. I should have never believed that ass" I said
"I believed he loved you. No doubt about that but Shawn is a crazy. He was never a stable person. Probably why he never made it official with you, Sam" James said
"JC wasn't going to kill you.....Shawn just wanted you to believe he was going to" He said
"Well thankfully he's gone" Ethan said
"I need to go on a walk" I said leaving the building. I walked away a little bit.
"Sam" I heard Gray say. I turned around to look at him.
"What" I said
"I'm sorry"
"Why didn't you come looking for me when you knew you were alive. You worried the hell out of me" I said hugging him. He looked at my face and licked his lips. He went down to my lips and I pulled away before he kissed me.
"Grayson! Shawn just died! What the hell are you doing?" I said
"Sam.....I'm here for you! Just let me be" He said
"Gray, you can be here for me but don't kiss me. I'm still fucked up" I said turning around. I went back inside to find James.
" Can I take Grayson home with me?" I said taking a deep breathe in.
"Um hell no" Ethan said. I felt Grayson arm around my waist
"James?" I asked him
"Sam, it's best if I stay here for now" Grayson said
"Lexi going to think I'm insane! I can't tell her I just saw Grayson who has been dead for a while now" I said
"It's like her telling me see had sex with Kian last night! Doesn't fucking make sense" I said
"Well the thing is you don't tell Lexi" Ethan said scoffing
"For now it stays between us" James said
"Don't tell me you have Kian hiding in here" I said laughing
"Um we don't....he actually died" Ethan said glaring at me and I stopped laughing
"Everyone else actually died. Grayson just wasn't actually shot" Ethan said. This guy hates me with a passion.
"Sammy, you won't understand everything and I don't assume you will.....but just trust me you will sometime" James said smiling at me
"I need to go back" I said and James nodded.
"I'll meet you in the car" James said walking out the door
"I'll see you soon, Dolan" I said looking at Grayson
"Don't ever come back" Ethan said leaving
"Don't think about me too much" Grayson said winking
"I'll try not to. It's actually really easy" I said laughing
"Okkkkkk" He said
"Bye" He said
"Bye, Dolan" I said walking out to the car
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AUTHOR'S NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You kill one an I'll bring one back to life haha
Love your girl,
Sam<3
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