I'll Love you Forever *Jacob Black Love Story*

CHAPTER 19

Lol that was one of my favorite parts in Sharkboy and Lavagirl ^^^^^

*Alison's POV*

I woke up the quiet, yet noticeable sound of thunder rumbling. Well, that's just great. I sat up in bed and ran my hands over my face. My mind thought back to what happened last night and I was immediately overcome with guilt. I shouldn't have said any of those things to Jake at all. I didn't realize how selfish I was being and I'm pretty sure Jake hates me now. I wouldn't blame him if he never wanted to see me again. I should've just given Jake a chance and actually start a relationship with him, but of course my stupid trust issues had to get in the way. He's grown to be a very close friend to me and I pretty much led him on. Now that I think about it, all the times that I've hung out with him, he'd always have that sparkle of happiness in his chocolate colored orbs. Was I the cause of that? In all honesty, I've always had feelings for Jake, but I was too stubborn to admit to those feelings and was so hung up on that promise I made. Well, screw the promise! I need to talk to Jake right away and make things right between us.

I jumped out of bed and quickly hopped in the shower. After showering, I quickly brushed my teeth, put on a random t-shirt and sweats, and made my way downstairs. I left a note on the table and pulled on my sneakers. I walked out the door, letting it shut behind me, and took off running. I slowed down to a walk roughly ten minutes later when I saw the familiar little red house come into view . I felt my palms begin to sweat and my heart was pounding like crazy. I heard some movement going on in the garage, so I circled around the house to see Jake fumbling with one of his motorcycles. 

"Uh..hey Jake," I said nervously. His head snapped up at the sound of my voice and I nearly flinched as I saw the amount of emotion swarming in his eyes. They were bitter and filled with anger, sorrow, and most of all.....sadness.

"What do you want?" he asked harshly. 

"I want to talk," I said.

"Guess you didn't finish what you wanted to say then, huh? What, did you come here to rub it in my face saying that you don't have feelings for me or that you don't trust me?" he questioned and his voice slowly started to get louder.

"Look, just please listen to me and hear me out," I begged. I was determined to settle things between us and will do whatever it takes. Jake let out a sigh and followed me outside. 

"Okay, I'm listening," he said as he crossed his arms. The sky let out a low rumble of thunder and I felt something wet drip on my nose. Ugh, seriously?! 

"Look, I wanted to apologize for the things I said last night and the way I was acting. I'm sorry that I was being selfish and only thinking of myself. I should've taken your feelings into consideration," I said.

"I tried to be a good friend to you and tried to be there for you. I know I've said some harsh things to you, but I was there to pick up the pieces whenever you were sad. Hell, I even admitted the feelings I had for you!" Jake threw his hands up in the air. The one drop of rain soon turned into drizzle, which then turned to a light mist of rain. My clothes were slowly beginning to get wet and so was my hair.

"I know and I should've respected that," I said and felt tears begin to prick my eyes. No Ali, you're not going to cry.

"Yet you still don't trust me. I honestly don't know what to do at this point. When I told you I imprinted on you, you wanted us to go slow and I respected that. Of course the kiss happened and that made me realize how hard I fell for you. I love you Ali, but it's obvious that you don't feel the same." Jake turned around and started walking away. By this point, it was pouring and the rain was chilling me to the bone, but I tried not to make it obvious that I was shivering.

"Jake, wait come back!" I called out over the rain. I felt tears begin to slip down my face and I didn't even bother to wipe them away since they blended in with the rain. He stopped and turned around to glare at me.

"No, it's too late for sorry," he snapped. I was starting to get annoyed with Jake's stubborness and all the sadness and guilt I felt was slowly turning into anger. Well, better tell him now. This may be my only chance.

" Dammit Jacob I love you, okay?! I love everything about you: your smile, the sound of your voice, your willingness to put others first before yourself, your eyes, your personality, and not to mention your mouth watering body. You're like a giant ball of happiness and I appreciate how you were there for me in my time of need and I should've thought about your feelings. I didn't want to tell you how I feel because I was too scared that I'd get my heart broken again, but it's very obvious that you care for me and will always be there for me. I've fallen so hard for you and I don't regret it one bit. I'm crazy in love with you and would love to give us a chance," I yelled over the rain. I was panting heavily from my little rant/confession. 

Jake turned around with a shocked look on his face and started walking towards me and came to a stop when he was a few inches away from me. 

"You mean that?" he whispered with a small smile.

"Yes, every single word," I smiled and didn't hesitate to walk up towards him and rested my hands on his shoulders. The t-shirt he was wearing clung to his body from the rain and you just see his muscular body underneath the thin cotton, making me lose my balance ever so slightly. Jake took my face in his hands and gently pressed his lips against mine. My heart exploded with happiness as his warm lips moved with mine. My hands fisted his shirt in an attempt to bring his body closer to mine. I felt his tongue brush against my bottom lip, hinting that he wanted access. I gladly parted my lips and almost moaned when his tongue came in contact with mine. I guess the whole 'kissing in the rain' seems kind of cliche, but to me, it felt like the most magical thing in the world. Jake pulled away only so that our foreheads were touching. His hand brushed away a couple of stray pieces of my hair and tucked it behind my ear. His thumb gently brushed against my bottom lip as we stared into each others eyes for what seemed like forever.

"Be mine?" he breathed out. I eagerly nodded with a wide smile on my face to which he smiled in return. He pressed his lips against mine once again and wrapped his arms around me, bringing me into his warm embrace. I happily kissed him back and pulled away with a squeal as he spun us around. 

I felt the happiest and luckiest girl in the world that day, knowing that Jake was finally mine and I was his.   

*grabs tissue* Awww that's so sweet!! I hope I'll find someone someday <3, but until then......I SHALL REMAIN SINGLE!!!!!! Feel free to comment, vote, etc.. 

-Paris :)