Better get used to it

Chapter 6

Rachel POV
We got out of the limo. We made our way into the huge house, it looked more like a museum. As we walk in Finn is immediately guided by a man. I was a little pissed because I was left alone in this shit hole with people I don't even fucking know!
Ugh. Why is my life so fucking hard?.
I walk around. The place was crowded as hell and I stated getting claustrophobic. I couldn't see Finn anywhere. I finally made it somewhere where no people was. It was a bedroom I think. It had a balcony, just what I needed. I walked over and looked out to the lake. The moon and the stars were shining into the water. I miss Finn. It's never going to happen. That's what I'm going to say to myself. There's no point in liking a guy that I'm never going to have. I wish Finn would come and give me a hug, like he always did when I was upset or angry or even lost.
I left the balcony and made my way downstairs. I still couldn't find Finn. I mean come on he is a giant compared to other people in this house. I saw people grinding against each other to the music. I felt sick, not because of what they were doing but because I had no one to do it with. I made my way to the kitchen, still no finn. I decided to go upstairs in case he was on the bathroom. I wanted to tell him how I feel about him. It's now or never.
I walked up the stairs again.
"Finn?" I said
I needed to go to the bathroom, but I had to go through the master bedroom to do so.
I open the door to find Finn and some bitch having sex.
I closed my eyes tight
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??!!!" I shouted through tears
The bitch didn't even get off of him.
"RACH!" He shouted shoving her off of him
He reached for his boxers.
I was already out of there
I ran to the bathroom and started to break down.
I thought I fucking loved him but as usual nothing ends well for Rachel fucking berry.
"Rach" Finn shouted trying to open the door.
"Go away!" I shouted
I think Finn already knew I kinda had a crush on him, I mean come the fuck on.
"Rachel please... I'm sorry you had to see that" he said regretfully
"You know what Finn? I thought you were the one! I thought I loved you but no! Go and start fucking around with that Bitch again. I thought you and me had something special!" I shouted through tears
"Rach I wanted to tell you how I felt. I really did and do you know why I was having sex with her? Because I couldn't have you. I would picture you and me having sex and starting a family..." he said tearing up
Did he really mean that?
"Your lying" I said sliding down the door
"Believe me princess. I'm not lying" he said
Should I believe him?
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