Better get used to it

Chapter 54

Rachel POV

Today I'm getting out with Evangeline, Nicola is at school today so it just leaves me and Finn together with the baby.

Nicola is right, I need to tell him about that horrible night that I accidentally slipped up to Nicola, that's how she found out

I'm packing my things and Finn is holding Evangeline, puck is picking us up.

"You ready?" Finn asked admiring the baby

"Yeah, let's go" I say before heading out of the door and out into the fresh air, puck pulled up with beeping the horn because the baby was sleeping

"Hey, how are you Rachel?" Puck asked opening the door for us

"Good, you?" I return the question

"Amazing" he said before shutting the door and getting into the drivers seat

"She's gorgeous guys" puck says looking at the road

"She's my little princess" Finn said smiling

We pulled up and went inside

I put my bag down and sat on the couch, finn followed me with Evangeline in his arms, and also sat beside me

He snuggled the three of us together, there was a peaceful silence that filled the living room

"Finn?" I whispered

"Yeah?" He replied

"I have to tel you something but promise not to go mental" I ask

"Rach your scaring me, what is it?" He asks

"Just promise" I hush 

"No promises" he argues

Gods sake why is he so god damn stubborn, fuck he's like Nicola, infact the complete double of her.

I need to tell him, now or never

"Remember when I got kidnapped?" I asked slowly

He nodded

"Jesse..... he r-raped me" I stuttered

I saw the rage of flames in Finns eyes but he had to keep it to himself because Evangeline was asleep on his chest

"He what?" He asked with gritted teeth

I never replied to that, I knew I should have told him sooner.

"Rach, why would you keep that from me?" He almost whined

"I'm s-sorry F-Finn, Nicola Good me to tell you sooner but I kept putting it off" I'm slightly crying now

"Wait, Nicola knew?" He asked denting his eyebrows together

"I slipped up, she was going to go to the jail and rip either his balls off or his pubes" I said

Finn chuckled lightly but then went back to serious Finn

"You should have told me Rach" he said looking at me

"I know I'm so sorry Finn" I say sincerely

"I love you" he says pulling me closer to him

"Wait your not mad? And I love you too" I say into his chest quietly

"I'm mad with him yes, but I'm it letting anything getting in the way of our family" he says

"By the way, Nicola was acting weird because of the secret" I explain

"Ah! That's why she was avoiding me" he clicks on

"Yeah, she was really worked up about it" I say

"I'll talk to her later" he says kissing my head

We both hear the door open to light footsteps

"Happinin troops" Nicola announces as she comes in quietly

"Hey" I say

"I told him, he knows why you were acting weird" I say also

"Listen finn I'm sorry aboot that, we good?" Nicola asks finn

"Ye ye, totally. I'm sorry also" Finn says

"For wit?"She asks him

"Oscar told me that you felt left out" he says

Nicolas expression turned to confused

"That was an excuse, it was because of Rachel's situation I didn't want him getting involved. I've never felt left out war ye" she says

"Well at least we are all ok" I say

"Come here" Finns says grabbing us all in for a group/family hug

"I love yous all" finn says kissing mine, Evangelines and Nicolas cheek

This is my family

Fincola in this chapter! Comment what you think of Nicola! Love you all 💖❤️😘💕