Better get used to it

Chapter 53

Rachel POV

I was holding Evangeline when Nicola came over and sat on the chair next to my bed.

"Does he know?" Nicola asked me quietly as finn was asleep beside me

"No, I don't want him knowing. Please Nicola" I asked

"No of course I won't tell him but when he finds out he's going to flip Rachel. Oscar asked me what was up and I had to make up a lie saying I felt left out. That's how far I'm willing to go with this" Nicola said sighing loudly, falling back into the chair she was sitting in.

"I know honey, are you feeling left out? If so I'm sorry it's just-" I got cut off

"No! I'm not feeling left out. I get it, it's you and Finns first child. It was just something I had to tell Oscar to keep the secret" she says explaining herself

"I know you don't want to lie to finn but you need to tell him rach. The longer you take to tell him you got raped off of Jesse is going to make things worse" Nicola added on in a hushed tone

"I know you hate lying to Oscar and I hate lying to finn. I'm a horrible person and I'm not looking for sympathy" I say looking at the baby sleeping peacefully, fills my heart with warm ness but then I see the circumstances and I fall back into sadness mode again

"Listen your not a bad person. Just tell him when you can. Finn never gets angry. Especially with you" Nicola says drinking some water from her water bottle. It's 10pm at night and Finn is sleeping, the baby is sleeping and Oscar was away home

I meant to tell finn that I got raped but never knew how to inform about that. To be totally honest I'm sure it's Finns and not jesses because I got pregnant after me and Finn forgot to use a condom that night Nicola walked in to get her charger, I only found that out like 3 days ago now that I vividly Remember that night

I laugh back it now... when Nicola walked in.Finn and i's face. The day after Nicola said something I would never forget "I'll throw a dollar at waking in on something that I've never seen before"

I still laugh at that to this day

Finn and Nicola are close but nothing more duh, there's no doubt about that. A brick wall could break them apart but somehow how they would either knock it down with their love for each other (not romantically) or they would find a way to climb it. Pretty much what I'm saying is nothing can break their friendship

They are together as friends for life

I love their friendship, it was as if I was made to be with Finn so he and Nicola could become friends.

Now I have all of my family I couldn't ask for anything more at all. I wonder what Evangeline is going to look like when she grows up. I hope she's tall like Finn and I hope she doesn't have my nose, god kinda screwed me in the nose section. I hope the best for our daughter, having a crazy auntie Nicola is gotta be fun.

I enjoy my life very much

Finn started to stir in his sleep distracting me from my happy thoughts, Nicola had fallen asleep on Finns arm and he was resting on the hospital bed with me. They looked like siblings after a tiring day out at the play centre

I decided to take this opportunity too catch up in the sleep I lost during either the 9 months I carried Evangeline or the sleep I lost during the painful birth of her.

Either way I'm going to sleep

Tomorrow is a new day

Nicola, finn and baby Evangeline make my life complete

I think as I drift off to sleep

Hey! Hope you guys still like Nicola, comment what you think of her character. Personally I can relate not just because of the name but just in general. Comment what you think of her. Love you all ❤️💖💕💝