Dear Diary, Life is trying me

Entry 17

Pic is of the Wattpad App Logo <3.

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Dear Oli,

So there's a Wattpad app, and I'm still freaking about it!

You know what that means?

Wattpad on the go.

So Mom decided that she wanted to go to Church today.

But I took too long getting ready, so we had to go to the big non-denominational church about twenty minutes away.

It has a teen section, a baby section, a preschool section, a middle school section, and an elementary section in addition to the main church.

Mikey went to the teen section, he's social like that.

But I always feel uncomfortable sitting there all alone. And I don't like initiating conversation with strangers.

One thing I love about that Church which is called Potential Church (because it's about reaching your God potential), is that they serve coffee and tea at the entrance of the main church. I think it works as motivation for people who wouldn't go to Church otherwise.

If you promise me Starbucks coffee, I'm totally there.

So Mom and I got ourselves coffee and went into the the auditorium where they were blaring Christian rock.

It was surprisingly decent.

And the keyboardist was sexy.

The only problem I had was that they played too much music at the beginning. If they didn't, we could have gotten out of there a half an hour earlier so I could've read a Sebaciel fanfic or something on Wattpad.

But honestly, it was better than Catholic church would have been.

They just ask for money the whole time.

And they say weird prayers.

I only know a couple since I haven't gotten confirmed.

I really don't want to, but I'm sure Mom is going to make me.

But why would I want to be part of something that doesn't respect women?

If women can't be priests, I don't want to be Catholic.

Mikey doesn't care about womens' rights though. He got confirmed.

Plus, aren't you supposed to choose a saint or something? I think Saint George was de-canonized or something, so I don't think I could find another saint. I mean the guy slayed a fucking dragon. That's pretty awesome.

So then Mom decided that she didn't want to go home to eat so she dragged us to Bahama Breeze and I just read on my phone.

I finished a few chapters.

But I must say, their firecracker shrimp is to die for.

Then we went back home, and of course, went back to our groundage.

So I completed the story I was reading and started a new one.

Then the most horrible thought came to my mind. One I had been avoiding for what seemed like forever...

I have school tomorrow.

I wanted to pull my hair out in frustration, hell, I still do.

I have a few more hours until I have to enter that hellhole.

A few more hours until I have to see Mr. Husk.

I really don't want to see him.

Especially since I embarrassed myself so bad before.

But whatever.

That's in the past.

And hopefully everyone will have forgotten.

But on the bright side, maybe I'll see Frank.

That makes school worth it, I think.

XO,

G

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(A/N: Again, I typed this on my phone so excuse any errors. I'm kind of on a roll right now, but don't expect another chapter. And Frerard is coming. Especially since school is starting again. But I'm making this realistic. They're not going to meet and kiss and get married on the day they meet, sorry guys. This is going to be gradual. And it may take longer than you think because this is a day by day thing. I'm not going to just skip time. So we're taking this slow. But yeah, Frerard will happen because I love Frerard. <33

And if I offended you with this chapter, I apologize, but don't think I'm going to change the way I'm writing this, 'cause this is my outlet from life. I write how I want to, and if that bothers you, I'm sorry.

Wow. I sound like a bitch.

I'm not. I promise <33)

~Ellie