He's Still The One

Chapter 17 - Hold Tight

Justin.

As soon as the concert ended, I went immediately backstage and looked for her. She has got to be here somewhere. She didn't leave just yet. I had a feeling she got a meet and greet ticket too.

I have asked the staff but they claim they haven't seen her anywhere. Where was she?

Just as I was about to give up, I got a call from Scooter saying it's something important and that I should meet him in the dressing room. It better bet what I was looking for.

"Justin, there you are. Have you met her?She was one less lonely girl tonight." Scooter motioned me to join them. He wasn't alone, Ashley was with him and a guy who had his arms wrapped around Ashley's waist.

I feel my heart clench and my stomach hurts. I'm most certain it is jealousy I'm feeling.

"Justin, this is Ashley and Tyler. Ashley's been dying to meet you." She was? I mean, of course she is. She's a Belieber. Who wouldn't want to meet their idol?

Ashley didn't say anything though. She was looking at me like she was still in awe with everything. I am too, but I'm not sure we are both on the same page.

"Let's leave the both of them alone, Tyler. I'm pretty sure Ashley wants Justin alone." Both of them chuckled while I was still processing things.

Tyler said something to Ashley, I couldn't hear what it was but she agreed with what he said and they left, leaving me alone with her. What do I say? What do I do

"I can't believe I finally met you. It has really been a dream of mine to meet you. Being one less lonely girl tonight was a dream of mine tonight too. I never thought it would happen to me. You don't know how much you have saved me, not me. Everyone. I am speaking in behalf of all of us. You mean so much more to us than just an idol. You are our strength, our happiness. You help shaped who we are, Justin. Although we get a lot of hate, we still defend you because we know you and we believe in you. We love you so much." She started crying. I never thought I meant that much to them. I never think highly of myself. Sometimes at times, I feel like a loser. But hearing this, made me happy. I just want everyone to be happy. I'm glad I helped.

I hugged her and I suddenly felt something different. It was not a bad feeling, it was really good. Hugging her tightly meant I was holding my world. That was the feeling I have felt. I felt happy and I felt like crying so I did.

I sobbed silently as I hugged her. I miss her so much.

But the question still lingers.

Why do I feel like she only sees me as an idol and not her best friend?

Did something happen?

What transpired when I was gone? Did she forget me and what we had at all?

I sound such a hypocrite but I can't help but question.

There's only one way to find out.

I am going to find answers at home.

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A/N:

So this is based on how I am going to feel when I am meeting Justin. This is true to life so yeah.

Major feels right? :)

Anyways, sorry for the late upload and for keeping you waiting. Short chapter I know but the next one will have major feels.

I love saying major feels. HAHAHAHAHA

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