He's Still The One

Chapter 42 A - Bad Day

Justin.

"Are you sure about this?" I heard Christian ask for the hundredth time as we stood backstage at the Ellen Show. You may be wondering why am I here, right? Well, since the rumors started about me drunk driving and what not, I have kept silent about it and not commented on it but I have came to my senses and wanted people to know what is happening.

Thankfully I have my best friends', management's, family's, and girl friend's back. They supported me in this decision I was about to make.

Ashley and I made up the night after we had our row. We couldn't bear the thought of being mad at each other. I told her the truth and she still accepted me. I was starting to think how lucky am I to have a girl like her. Unfortunately she isn't here to physically be my support because she has school but I know she's still rooting for me.

"Let's do this." I grinned at Scooter, Fredo, and Christian as I heard Ellen call my name. I was nervous to say the least. People were cheering, yes, but I can't help but think what is going through their minds right now. Well, I'm here anyways. Might as well get on with it. Its now or never, right?

"Justin, I haven't seen you in like forever. How have you been buddy?" Ellen asked as she hugged me. I missed her. She was one of the few people that didn't lose their faith on me and I am thankful for her for that.

"I've been good, better even." I smiled at the crowd just so they won't notice my nerves.

"That's good to hear. So, what's up with you? Any exciting news for the fans?"

"Okay, I'm going to be straightforward about the situation. I know I have done things which I am not proud of-"

"What things? I haven't heard of anything." Ellen says, causing the people to crack up. I know she's doing it to lighten up the situation. I smiled and continued.

"People hated me, or maybe they still do, for it. I wasn't myself that time. I became a person who didn't even care what will happen to myself. That isn't who I want. I want to be someone who makes people smile and the one who makes people proud. I've let everyone, from my family, management, and to my fans who are like second family to me. With that, I am sorry. I am here to clear things with all of you because I am pretty sure you have a lot of questions in your mind right now." The silence is very deafening. I almost choked on my own spit. I didn't know what else to say or do. I just sighed then continued to share my thoughts.

"Um, Justin. If you don't mind me asking, what happened with the Maria matter? That's basically what everyone is talking about." Ellen asked me. I knew this was going to be asked and thankfully, I was ready to answer it with all my heart.

"As soon as I heard the news, I didn't know what to do. I was most certain I am aware of the things I have been doing. Immediately, Scooter arranged a meeting with her. At first, she insists that it is really my child she is carrying is mine. So, I did a paternity test because that's what she wanted. The results came in days after the meeting and it was negative. We confronted her and asked her why she did it. She didn't tell us the truth directly but after a while she budged and told me, someone asked her to do it. She won't tell me who. I wasn't mad. I was just confused as to why would someone want me to suffer like that. I never investigated on the person. I just let it slide because I don't want to cause anymore trouble. Maria said she was sorry and that she didn't mean it. Of course, I accepted it and forgave her because that's the best thing to do." Again, silence filled the room as they await what I am about to say. I gulped and proceeded.

"I feel like a sorry is not enough for all the things I have done. That's why, slowly and surely, I am recovering and finding myself back with the help of the people close to me. I am not doing this just for publicity or because I haven't been on the headlines for so long. I don't want to seek for attention. I am doing this because I want you all to know my point of view in the situation. If you still hate my guts after this, I can't blame you. I know I can't please everybody, but I would like to thank my beliebers and my family who never gave up on me. I am beyond grateful for that." Everyone stood and their feet and clapped. I swear, I have seen girls cry and it makes my heart swell seeing how much I meant to them.

"So, here's to the future. This isn't the end of Justin Bieber. This is only the beginning. As what I always say in the end of my concerts, "I am Justin Bieber. Thank you for believing in me 'cause I believe in you."" Ellen hugged me and told me she was proud of me and of what I have done. I smiled at crowed as they applauded one last time.

I went backstage and was greeted by a sea of congratulations and hugs from my mom, dad, Scooter and Christian. I know they are proud of me.

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As we got home, after we had a little celebration at the restaurant, I was exhausted. I was really happy and tired at the same time.

I haven't even heard from Ashley since that interview. Did she see it? I was beginning to wonder where could she be and what could she been doing.

I called her a couple times but she wouldn't pick up. I was starting to get worried. I called Candice and her friends but they don't know where she is. I even called Tyler but even he doesn't know where the heck Ashley is.

I resorted to Brenda. She surely knows where Ashley is. I called her and still, she's not picking up. I panicked. I was about to call the police and file an investigation but then suddenly, my mom barged in my room with worry written on her face.

"We need to ger back to Stratford, now." I was confused as to why we have to. She said need, this must be an emergency.

"It's about Ashley." My world came crashing down as soon as she said that.

What's the worse thing that could happen to her?

Lord, please. Don't take her away from me.

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A/N:

What happened to Ashley? Hmmmm.

I am so sorry for the delay because school sucks, you get the drill. I have exams this week so I won't be able to upload a chapter. Again, I am so sorry.

I don't know what title to give this chapter, honestly. Hahaha comment your suggestions! :)

Thank you for your patience and understanding. Only 4 chapters left and an epilogue. I love you guys alot. ❤️

- G