Naruto characters x reader

Gaara x reader / Love

Requested by azadela1964.

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(Y/n) POV

Alone...

Now...

Before...

And after...

I always was alone and I always will be. Nothing can change that. Nothing at all.

Not even he succeeded to change it...

My life is full of sadness, fights, shouts, and death...

My parents died when I was at a very young age. Six years old I think. They died from an attack. I remember it was night and I was home when someone came in and started attacking my parents. My mom came to protect me and my dad fought him. My mother started running with me away from home to the forest. In the village, the only thing you could hear was people screaming and begging for their lives.

It was a disaster.

I am sure my dad died from that man, but my mum... She died from an arrow that pierced her heart. She took the arrow for me. It was supposed to hit me, but she protected me and didn't fall even if she was injured. She continued running until the sun finally had started rising. We were far away from the village at that time. That's when she fell to the ground and looked at me with a smile.

-"(Y/n), promise me that you will always smile. Promise me that after my death you will start a new life, happier than before with more people to love you. With more to care for you and make your heart feel full."

Those were her last words. But I couldn't keep that promise, because my heart was empty and my smile had disappeared long ago.

When my mother died a nice woman found me and took me to her house. I was happy for some time until she died from a disease. Next, I went to an orphanage. There everyone hated me. In the beginning, I didn't know the reason, so I asked them and learned that they were calling me a stranger and a stranger doesn't belong there. That's what they thought of me.

I wanted to leave, but I didn't have anywhere else to go. Not until the orphanage got burned. Someone put a bomb at the orphanage and the night it exploded. I didn't die, because I always go for a walk at night. So when I returned and saw the orphanage on flames I felt the same pain when I lost my mother.

After that, I left the village, since no one wanted to take me to their house. I was a stranger after all.

I traveled to many villages and when someone took me to his house after some time he died. I started thinking that I was cursed, since whenever I went people died.

Like now.

I lost him too...

I lost the only person who understood me more than anyone.

-"I can't die or be killed."

That's what he always said when I told him to be careful.

-"You shouldn't worry so much about me. My sand always protects me thanks to Shukaku."

Lies! Lies!

-"I will always be with you. You are my first friend and I am going to do anything for you."

Everything was a lie.

He died and I couldn't do anything. I just looked at him as the others tried to save him. I was only watching. Nothing more.

-"He is going to be alright." Temari told me.

-"No, he won't. He is dead like everyone else." I said as hot tears started running on my cheeks.

-"Lady Chiyo is going to save him. Don't worry." Temari said once again.

-"No she won't!!!" I shout to her.
-"She can't do anything... It's my fault. If he hadn't met me, he would be still alive."

She didn't answer, since she didn't know what I meant. I felt weak and fell on my knees. I started crying more as I was watching Gaara laying there unconscious.

It's not fair.

I always lose the ones dear to me. I hate that.

And Gaara... Gaara was the first person who made me feel different. He made me feel new feelings that I forgot that I could feel too. And I loved each one of those feelings like I do with him.

I love him.

I love him so much that I can't live without him, that's why I will kill myself too. So I can go find him in heaven.

Then the people around me started screaming and shouting with happiness. That made me look up only to be met with a familiar face. There, in front of me, I found Gaara staring at me.

-"I told you not to cry. I don't like seeing you cry." he told me as he wiped my tears.

I looked at him shocked and confused. The only thing I did was stare at him. He is alive... He is alive! How....?

-"How?" was the only thing that I managed to say.

-"Lady Chiyo gave her life for me." he said and I looked behind him to see her dead body, but I turned almost immediately at him again.

-"I thought I had lost you too." I said and I felt like crying again.

-"I told you that I can't die or be killed." he said and placed his hand on my cheek.

-"I know, but I almost lost you and that tore me into a million pieces. After all, I love you." I said and looked into his eyes.

He looked at me a little shocked, but after that, he smiled. He started coming near my face and before I knew it he was kissing me. I let myself free at the kiss. I let myself melt and feel the so-called feeling of love. A feeling that I will never get bored with him. Not now that I know that he will do everything to be with me. He even won death so I am sure he will do more than that for me.

-"I love you too." he said after the kiss.

I smiled at him and hugged him tightly. I know that everyone is watching, but I don't care. I want them to know that he is mine and only mine.

-"Please don't leave me again." I mumbled.

-"I will never do that." he said and hugged me too.

I smile at that and let myself feel safe for the first time after a long time.

In the end, I was able to smile and feel my heart full.

I was able to keep my promise to my mother... a new happier life... In the end, I will live a happy life.

And all that thanks to him.

Thanks to Gaara.

The person who is going to change my life for the better.

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The end.