Sasuke x Suicidal reader

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(Y/n)'s POV

The a soft wind was blowing slowly making my hair move to its direction. The night sky was rather quiet making the atmosphere sad. The river below me was calm too, without any waves or fishes that could destroy its calmness.

It's like the day that he left, that he decided to go rogue. It's like the day that he caused a mess. It's like the day that I run after him, losing him in the end.

-"I am sorry (Y/n), but I can't stay."

I still remember his words.

-"I have to do something very important."

I wanted to go with him.

-"It's too dangerous for you. I don't want you to get hurt."

I am strong enough to protect the ones I love.

-"I won't take you so stop it!"

I can still hear his voice full of anger shouting at me.

-"I am sorry (Y/n).... But I will return for you."

And after that I don't remember anything. A faint image of him hugging me run in my mind, but I am not sure if it really happened or if it was just a dream.

It's been two years and I still can't forget him. I can't forget our memories, our time together. I can't forget my love for him. And that love is hurting me. The feeling of loving someone and not being able to have him near you is killing me. It's tearing me in million pieces. It makes me want to take a step and fall from this cliff so I can forget everything.

And I will fall. That's why I am here tonight. No one is around here making it easier for me. No one will worry about me. No one will care, which only is making me to want to die in a more brutal way.

I lost everyone in the past 2 years.

First I lost Sasuke, my only true friend. After a month my dad got killed in a mission. After a half year my mum died from a sickness. Then my big brother got killed in an Anbu mission. And like that I was left alone. So why should I keep living when I don't have anyone to worry about me or wait for me at home?

It's worthless.... I am worthless.

I looked at the night sky as I left my body fell forward. My eyes glued to the moon as I was falling, getting closer to the sharp rocks under me. It's easier like this. I was just a burden in this world after all.

I closed my eyes waiting for the impact, which never happened. I was confused, but when I opened my eyes I saw a person holding me in its arms as we were standing on the rocks I was suppose to fall. My eyes widen as I recognized him making tears slip for my eyes. I couldn't believe that he was real.

-"I told you that I would return."

Those were the only words he said as I hugged him tightly not letting him say more. If I died and this is the afterlife then I want to stay here forever.

-"I missed you too (Y/n)." Sasuke said hugging me tighter.

My name from his mouth sounded so foreign, but so sweet. I loved that sound. I missed that sound. I missed everything about him. I missed him more that a mother could miss her child.

-"You returned." I manage to say after I stopped crying.

-"I promised, didn't I?" he asked as he caressed my cheek.
-"You became even more beautiful."

-"And you got taller." I said smiling.
-"But I am happy that you came."

-"I was just in time. If I came later, I would have never seen you again." he said with a frown.

-"Sorry I just... I couldn't take it anymore... I felt empty without you so I decided to end it all." I said looking down sad.

-"I told you I will return. I just wanted to become strong before I came to take you."

-"Take me?" I asked him confused looking in his eyes.

-"Yes. You will come with me. If you want of course."

-"I would love to." I said smiling as I lean to kiss him.

He looked shocked at first, but then relaxed and kissed me back. We shared a a sweet and soft kiss. A kiss full of beautiful emotions.

-"Let's go then." he told me after the kiss as he got down from the rocks and started walking away with me still in his arms.

-"Where will we go?" I asked him as I relaxed in his hands.

-"We will go home.... Our home." he said smiling softly.

My eyes shine at that as I wrapped my hands around his neck hugging him tightly. It was like a dream coming real.

-"I love you Sasuke."

-"I know. That's why you are with me."

-"Don't destroy the mood. Say it back." I said pouting.

-"No."

I pout and looked away from him angrily. I just wanted a little affection and he destroyed it. I heard him chuckle a little and before I had the chance to ask him why he leaned near my ear.

-"I love you more than you will ever think~"

I automatically smiled at that and pecked his lips.

-"I know."

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The end.

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