(Y/n)'s POV
I was lost.
I opened my eyes and I couldn't see anything. I was lost in my head. I tried to think, but nothing came up. I was lost with my life. I was trying to understand what was happening around me with no results by now.
I was pregnant by my English teacher.
How am I going to say it?
How am I going to face it?
How am I going to live?
What will happen to my life?
What will happen to our relationship?
What will happen to this unborn baby?I felt tears falling off my eyes, but I didn't try to stop them. I cried so much the last week that I was shocked that I had still tears to spill. I hugged my pillow tighter trying to kill my pain and worries with it.
I was barely 19 and my teacher was 30. Our relationship seemed impossible from the beginning, but still we tried. I tried because it was the first time that I felt what it means to be loved. And he tried because I made him feel like no other girl did.
It was a magical moment, but then a mistake happened. A wrong move. A wrong moment. We both knew that it would be bad if I stayed pregnant considering my young age. So we always used condoms. However, two weeks ago it broke and we didn't notice it. And here I am now, two weeks later crying and trying to think what am I going to do.
I heard the house door open and close. It must be a friend of mine. I haven't went to school for seven days so my friends must got worried. After all, they are the only ones who knows that I have a secret key out of the house. Kakashi knows too, but I doubt that he will come to see me. I don't think he will worry too much. He can find another girl if he wants to pass his time.
-"(Y/n)?"
I heard his voice and looked up from the pillow. I saw him standing at my room's door with a worried expression on his face. When I saw him I felt more tears falling off my eyes. He immediately came near and hugged me tightly.
-"It's ok. I am here" he said caressing my (h/c) hair.
I felt myself calming down a little. I am used to him doing that when I am upset. His touch always calmed me down. It's something only he can achieve. His touch is so gentle after all.
-"What happened?" he asked me after some minutes of silence.
-"I am pregnant." I said without thinking.
But when I understood what I said fear took over me as the thought that Kakashi will break up with me passed my mind.
-"(Y/n), do you want to keep it?" he asked me making me look in his eyes.
-"I don't know." I said and started crying again.
-"It's ok. Don't worry." he said and wiped my tears.
-"If you keep it I will be here to support my child, if not I will still be here."-"Really?"
-"Of course. After all I love you." he said and pecked me on the lips.
I smiled and hugged him hiding my head in his chest. I trust him, I want a life with him, I want him. I can't imagine my life without him. I can't lose him. But I have dreams too.
Dreams of going to college, have fun there, make more friends, live my life to the fullest. I want to do so much. And a child will get in the way. A mirage will too.
-"Kakashi I won't keep it." I said looking in his eyes.
-"Are you sure?" he asked me a little shocked.
-"Yes. I want to live my life first. After some years I will think again about a child with you." I said and smiled at the end.
-"I will be by your side until then as I am right now." he said and kissed me on the forehead.
I smiled more and hugged him tighter feeling safe as his hands were around me.
I know that I am going to send the baby inside me to its death, but I can't keep it. Not now at least. I am only 18. Too young to become a mother. I want to live my life a little before I settle down. And I hope when that time comes Kakashi will be there to support me and love me as he does now.
I just hope, because he is everything I want.
I will make our future more happy Kakashi. Just wait.
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I think that one was really bad.
Too small and a bad ending, in my opinion.
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