Not One Of The Guys Anymore

6-Sacrifices

Brian's pov-

"Fuck! Sorry, let me try that again."Matt said from the voice box. Right now we're in the studio working on the new album and Matt is laying down the vocals for one of our songs.

Zacky came over and sat on the couch next to me, holding out two beers for me and Jimmy, who was sitting on my other side. We both told him thank you before the three of us popped open our beers and took a sip.

"Dude has anyone seen Jazz lately?"Zacky asked. Everyone replied with a no and I just didn't answer.

"I miss that bitch."Zacky chuckled, taking another sip.

"I think I'm gonna go over her house later today, you guys wanna come?"Jimmy asked.

"Sure, I'll go."Zack agreed.

"Go where?"Matt asked, appearing out of no where. I didn't even notice he stopped singing and walked in the room.

"Jazz's place."

"Oh. Yea, I wanna go. I'm surprised she hasn't been coming around lately."he said sitting down.

"I tried texting her but she doesn't seem like she's in the mood to talk, except for when she talks to Lacey."Johnny said.

"What did Lacey say?"Zacky asked.

"Nothing really, just normal conversation."

"How about you Gates?"Matt asked. "She always talks to you."

"Naw, she hasn't talked to me in weeks."I answered looking away.

"That's odd."he said.

"What did you do?"Jimmy asked.

"Why do you think I did something?"I asked.

"Just asking. How about you come with us over to her house?"he suggested.

"Nah, I'm good."

"Ha! That's exactly how I know something's up. You always want to see her."

"Nothing's up. I just want to go home to my wife."I lied. I actually had no interest in cuddling or anything tonight, which is exactly what she's going to want I'm sure.

"I don't believe that."Jimmy retorted.

"Brian what did you do?"Matt asked.

"Fine, we got into a fight."

"About what?"Johnny asked.

"Nothing important."

"It's obviously something important if she hasn't come around here in three fuckin weeks." Zacky stated.

"I thought she was trying to push me away so I snapped at he-"

"You snapped at Jazzy?!"Jimmy interrupted.

"Are you gonna let me fuckin finish?"I asked and he nodded. "So I snapped at her and she snapped back and telling me that I was the one pushing her away but I was already in a bad mood and didn't feel like hearing it so I left."

"You fuckin left her? You just left?"Matt asked in disbelief.

"Yea kind of."

"It's because of Lauren isn't it?"Jimmy asked, searching my face for answers.

"No, Lauren has nothing to do with it."

"Then why does she feel like you're pushing her away?"

"I don't know, apparently I only call her after I get in a fight with La-"