Not One Of The Guys Anymore

8-Wake Up Call

Brian's pov-

I woke up when I heard someone shuffling next to me and opened my eyes to see Jazz sitting up.

"Jazz." I straightened myself up in the chair I had been sleeping in all night.

"Brian."she said with no emotion in her voice.

"Jazzy!"I heard someone shout from behind me, but they still sounded like they were half asleep. I turned around to see Jimmy getting up from the couch he slept on and start to make his way over to me and Jazz.

"I'm so glade you're ok buttercup."he said wrapping his arms around her. Just then the doctor walked in to check up on her and tell her what kind of conditions she was in before he left the room, leaving an awkward silence.

"Where's everybody else at?"Jazz asked.

"They went home lastnight cause you were knocked out."Jimmy explained. "I'll go call them right now."he said, spinning on his heel ready to leave but stopped when Jazz called his name.

"Can you stay in here while Brian calls everyone. I'd rather have you here."she said and man did that hurt... He looked at me and then averted his gaze back to her.

"Umm...I think you should talk to Brian, but I'll be back as soon as possible. OK?"he asked turning back around to exit but she stopped him again.

"I don't want to stay with Brian. I want Jimmy, my one and only bestfriend."she demanded, sending me a quick glare.

Jimmy glanced back and forth between us awkwardly, not really knowing what to say before I huffed and stood up from my seat.

"Just stay here with her Jim, I'll make the calls."I told him bitterly.

Jazz's pov-

"Man was I surprised to see him here."I muttered as soon as Brian left the room.

"He still cares about you Jazzy."

"That's what you think. You should have heard the things he said to me Jimmy! He thinks I'm a problem! His best fuckin friend that helps him with all of his problems and now I suddenly become one? All because of som-"

"Hey hey hey, calm down. You're supposed to be resting."he shushed, walking over to me. He sat on the edge of the bed and starting rubbing mr arms soothingly. "Trust me he's not mad anymore. He doesn't think that anymore. He was just being stupid and needed a wake up call. So think of this accident as a good thing."

"He needs me to almost die just to fuckin open his eyes?!"

"Well it sucks that all this had to happen, but at least you got your bestfriend back."

"He's not my bestfriend anymore Jimmy. That thing is not my bestfriend. Would a real bestfriend do all that? Start a fight with me and ignore me for the next three weeks and then tell me I'm a problem. Make me feel like I'm so fuckin disease he needs to get rid of?"

"I uh...Umm maybe you're right but c'mon cupcake. Friends have their ups and downs all the time. This fight is only going to make you guys stronger."

"I don't want to be stronger Jimmy. I realized something lastnight, and it made me think maybe he's right. Maybe we shouldn't be friends anymore."

"Give me one good reason why you shouldn't be friends anymore?"

"Because Jimmy...I just... Look what happened, happened and we can leave it at that. Nothing needs to be fixed."

"Ok but you know how stubborn Brian is. He's not gonna give up."

Brian's pov-

I just finished talking to Matt, he said he was gonna call everyone else for me so they know they can come see Jazz. I started making my way back to her room but paused outside her door.

"He's not my bestfriend anymore Jimmy. That thing is not my bestfriend. Would a real bestfriend do all that? Start a fight with me and ignore me for the next three weeks and then tell me I'm a problem. Make me feel like I'm so fuckin disease he needs to get rid of?" I heard Jazz. Fuck, I was such an idiot.

Come on Jim, back me up.

"I uh...Umm maybe you're right but c'mon cupcake. Friends have their ups and downs all the time. This fight is only going to make you guys stronger."Jimmy told her.

"I don't want to be stronger Jimmy. I realized something lastnight, and it made me think maybe he's right. Maybe we shouldn't be friends anymore."

No no fucking no. I was wrong!

"Give me one good reason why you shouldn't be friends anymore?"

"Because Jimmy...I just. Look what happened, happened and we can leave it at that. Nothing needs to be fixed."

Yes it can be fixed, and it will be fixed.

"Ok but you know how stubborn Brian is. He's not gonna give up."

Damn straight I won't.

I thought about going in but decided it'd be better to let her cool off some so I went back to the waiting room.

Man, I really messed up. I shouldn't have told Jazz all those things. I wish I never said them. I wish I could just go back in time and take back everything I said. What I did was the biggest fuckin mistake of my life. Doing that to my bestfriend is the only regret I have in life. But it's not exactly over yet. She's still here thankfully and I can still fix things with her. I just have to figure out how though...