The Life of a Geek(Completed)

Chapter 13~Sad Memories

A/N: While reading, plz play Silhouette by Owl City

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Chapter 13~Sad Memories

Sav's POV

I was on my house roof. Looking at the stars. I hugged my legs placing my chin on my knees.

Sav, you're an idiot. He already has a gf. I cried and cried. Why am I heartbroken? Shouldn't I be happy?

He's just a crush. Not a boyfriend. Calm down. Calm down.

It's highschool life right? Isn't it normal? Right dad? Grandma? Grandpa? You guys are very happy and in peace up there.

No pain and no sadness.

I sighed. I connected a group of stars and it made an aquarius constellation.

Why am I always getting heartbroken? Did I even do something wrong?

I heard footsteps getting louder every second.

The door swung open as I saw Shane. He hugged me tight as warmth caressed my skin. He removed his jacket and placed it on me.

I cried on his shoulder non-stop. Placing the sadness on my brother's shoulder.

He said that he'll prepare dinner so I was all alone here. But I felt better alone all emo and all by myself.

Maybe, I'm just exaggerating. He could break up with her any moment right?

What if not?

I sighed. Maybe I have to move on. But moving on makes me feel more lonely.

I looked at the moon. So peaceful and beautiful. I lay down on my back to take a better view of the sky and my hands behind my head.

I looked at the fluffy clouds partly covering the moon. It was beautiful.

"Savanna! Time for dinner!" Shane shouted.

I saw the face of grandma smiling sweetly at me. We were on the rocking chair while I was on her lap.

She caressed my hair softly and kissed me.

"If you have any problems, just tell me. Even when I die. Okay?" I scrunched my nose, confused.

"Why are you saying that? You're not dead." That was weird. She's still alive.

"No. I'm alive, but when I die, you can also tell me."

"But when you're dead already, I don't think you will hear me." I said furrowing my brows. She smiled at me and messed my hair.

"You naughty girl. Of course I will hear you."

The next day, grandma died. That was what it meant. She was going to die.

I remembered those times when I was a kid. I was always confused and asking questions.

Grandma was the best, kind and lovely grandma you would ever meet. My grandmother on daddy's side wasn't really what I expected.

"Go away you annoying brat!"

"Don't talk to me ever again!"

"That's what you get for asking too many questions."

A tear slipped my eye slowly. She's still alive but, she doesn't want to see me. She only favorited Shane, while I on the other hand, couldn't do anything but watch how my brother was always loved.

How she would always give Shane money and candy. He would always stick his tongue at me.

"Savanna!! Are you there?!" My mind went back to reality as I heard Shane's voice went louder.

I went down to the attic until I reached the hallway full of rooms and went passed the spiral staircase until the dining room.

"What took you like 30 minutes?!" I didn't notice Shane beside me the whole time. Probably pissed.

"I wanted to be alone Shane. For awhile." I explained which made him shook his head. I didn't mind his childish reaction and went to my seat from the long table.

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I went to my room and opened my laptop. I checked on my twitter.

@GabeJcksn: @SavEast Hey what's up? R u ok?

@SavEast: @GabeJcksn What do u think? I'm fine. Haha.

@GabeJcksn: @SavEast Is there something I need to know.

He must've seen a sad feature from my comment.

@SavEast: @GabeJcksn Oh it's nothing.

Suddenly, I saw a tweet which didn't give me pleasure.

@UgottaluvGwen: @SavEast don't even think about talking to my bf. He's mine, not urs

That made my mind explode.

@SavEast: @UgottaluvGwen Actually, which bf? It's because u have many.

@UgottaluvGwen: Whoa whoa whoa b1tch. Take it easy. U know who I'm talking about. Hands off u sl♡t.

@SavEast: Well, speak for yourself.

De javu

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So, who do u think will win? Leave it in the comments.

In two days, it'll be my recital and I'm really busy. So plz have patience and wish me luck.

Thank u so much!

Blissful hugs and kisses. :*

Luv ya all!

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