Please find my own Cookie Monster

how can I say I love you

<Fiona's P.O.V>

I'm going out to my room to spent my whole day to my Mom's office I wanna see what she was doing as the directress of her precious school. At the front door waiting for our car.

I saw Tom.... Oh my goooossshhhh!! My one and only crush. Even though I stay in London for 4 years I stalk on him on facebook hihihi. You know what it really helps me a lot to know Tom but eventually he didn't update alot since this year started. That's why I call to my Dad saying that after summer I will go back here. I'm just staring at him his sooooo gwapo. 

"Fiona" I can hear him but I don't know why my body can't move "Hey Fiona!"

"Yes Tom" my voice started to softly. Ahhh If his in front of me I was like a MANNEQUIN who can't talk, can't move but I can see him. 

"Kuya mo?" I know how to talk tagalog but it seems hindi bagay for my accent. I try my best to do it right.

"His not here why?"

"Hindi kasi sya pumasok eh" he sit on the stair in front of our door "Asan sya?"

"I don't know." Ahhh I hear kuya talking inside the CR asking out Leah for a date maybe his with Leah. He stand up don't you dare na aalis ka!! "Ahhmmm Tom wait!!" he turn back

"Oh bakit?"

"Si Kuya he might be in my Mom's school. His practicing his speech before he went away."

"talaga? para kanino naman?"

"For Leah I guess" he grab my hand. Geeeezzzz! First time he grab my hand I promise I will not wash this right hand until I die!! I swear!!! "Where are we going?!" 

"In your Mom's school kelangan natin mapigilan ang kuya mo!"

"but why?!"

"Basta!! magtagalog ka nga my nose is bleeding can't you see!" I didn't see any blood on his nose naman. Why most of the Filipino says that.

"Okay"

"You need to wear this" I thought no English! I thought his nose is bleeding because of my English I'm so confuse! He gave me cap

"For what?"

"Kelangan hindi nila tayo makita okay!"

"Okay" we ride to his car and went to my Wattpad University

We are like totally spies on doing these things hahaha I love sam rather than clover and alex. She's so intellegent and pretty. Anyways enough for my childish dream back to reality. 

Now, we are here in Wattpad University sneaking outside there gate.

"Tom please clear to me why we are here?" 

"No English from now on okay."

"Okay"

"Shooot!! Kaya tayo nandito is because we need to stop your Kuya doing those things"

"but why?" hahaha napapaenglish si Tom I mean Kuya Tom his two years older than me kung hindi lang bata ang tingin nya sakin satingin magkakagusto kaya sya sakin.

"Kelangan mauna ako magtapat kay Leah" my mind stuck at parang may bumagsak na hallowblocks sa ulo ko

BAAAAAAGGGGGSSSHHHH!!!

What did he say?! Magtapat kay Leah slash Daldakina ni Kuya?! May gusto sya kay Leah?! Fiona paulit ulit! Reresbakan ko na si Leah! Walanghiya ka kinuha mo ang puso ng Kuya at PINAKAMAMAHAL kong si Tom!! huhuhuh

"Hey Fiona tara pasok tayo" sinundan namin si Kuya na may binigay na malaking tela sa janitor at kinausap nya ito. Hindi ko masyado marinig kasi naman ang layo layo namin ni Tom. May pinagbigyan pa sya ng cardboard. What's going to my Kuya's mind? nagiging artistic na ba sya ngayon. 

I'm getting weaker sa mga ginagawa namin. Ang aga - aga namin na maging stalker ng kuya ko. Pero okay lang at least hawak hawak ng inistalk ko ang kamay ko pero walanghiyang Leah na yan! Ahaammmm!! Wait alam ba nya? hindi naman nya kasalanan na mahalin sya ng Kuya ko at ni Tom. Hindi na ko galit sayo love kita as my sister in law not my karibs (karibal for my Tom)

Sinundan lang namin si Kuya hanggang sa makarating kami sa tapat ng library. Tinabihan nya ang isang babaeng nakaub-ob sa table at may sinulat sa papel. Ahhh tagal naman

"Fiona"

"bakit?"

"yan very good magtagalog ka hahaha"

"hahaha" ang gwapo nya talaga kahit anak sya ng isang drug lord okay lang hindi naman sya gumagamit nun even din yung tatay nya hindi din ng drugs pero sya ang tinatawag na druglord weird pero siguro sila lang yung may pinakamalakeng drug business na taga export ng drugs sa iba't ibang bansa. Did kuya tell the story of his mother? nakwento na ni kuya eh. Yung inilibing nila sa pacific ocean yung Mama nya dahil hinahabol sila ng S.W.A.T team.

"Shhhh" niyakap nya ko at tinakpan ng jacket na suot suot nya

"bakit?"

"kelangan hindi tayo makita ng kuya mo. Dumaan sya" nung nalaman na namin na lumayo na si Kuya. Dahan dahan namin syang sinundan. Bat kasi kelangan pa gawin to? 

Napadaan kami sa main building ng school at nakita ang isang malaking banner na 

"Leah can I ask you for a date?" tapos may mga cardboard pa na may nakasulat na "I know you love Cookie Monster" ang sweet ng kuya ko. Ngayon ko lang narealize na may sweetside din pala ang rock hearted kong brother.

"Ang sweet ni Kuya."

"Fiona bilis kelangan natin makita si Leah" hinahanap namin sya sa maraming students na nakaharang sa malaking banner na pinagawa ni Kuya. Ang sweet sweet talaga nya sana ganyanin din ako ni Tom or kahit papano turuan nya si Tom ng mga ganitong bagay.

Naku patay si Leah.

"Tom aahhhh... I mean Kuya Tom si Leah" tinuro ko ang dalawang babaeng papunta sa garden. Hindi na kami nagmadaling pumunta dun umalis na din kami agad ni Tom. pansin na pansin sa mukha nya ang pagkadisappoint "Ahmm Kuya Tom pwede mo pa naman sabihin malay mo hindi pa nya masabi kay Leah"

"No Fiona I expected this actually gusto ko nga na sila ang magkatuluyan eh kaya lang nung nalaglag si Leah sa bangin I realize how much she mean to me. I didn't expect na mafafall din pala ako sa babaeng ginugusto ko para sa kaibigan ko" nagsmile sya sakin pero ramdam ko yung sakit. I'm so sad for Tom. "Don't worry Fiona I'm fine. Ice Cream?" ngumiti na lang ako sa kanya at sumakay sa kotse nya.

Do you know what? kahit may na daanan na kaming Ice cream house hindi pa din sya tumitigil magdrive. Akala ko nga mamamatay na kami sa sobrang bilis nyang magdrive inabot na kami ng gabi sa paghahanap ng Ice cream na yan.