Please find my own Cookie Monster

Welcome to Wildlife University LEAH!

<Readers,

Hahaha napagalitan lang naman ako kaninang maga pagkagising na pagkagising ko. Ang lakas ko daw kasing magtype kaya hindi sila makatulog kaya ayan sobrang malaking CAUTION ang laptop sakin paggabi. Sabi nila sa maga na lang daw ako magcomputer tutal wala naman daw akong pasok. Tinatanong nga nila kung ano daw pinaggagagawa ko pero hindi ko masabi kasi I'm a secret writer sa family ko.Napagalitan nga din ako ng Mommy ko tumawag lang sya para sabihin na TUMULOG KA NG MAAGA. LAGE KA NA LANG DAW MADALING ARAW NA TUTULOG. defend ko MAAGA KO NATULOG 12 midnight. MAAGA BA YUN?! sabi nya MAGREVIEW KA NA LANG KESA KUNG ANO ANO ANG GINAGAWA MO. tulo uhog ko nung natapos ang defense ko sa Mommy ko. Nakaub-ub lang ako sa unan ko. Hayyy Readers I can't resist it. hahaha Hindi ko kaya na hindi magtype kahit isangv araw lang. Alam nyo naman na pangmadaling araw ang utak ko kaya hindi ako nagOOL sa maaga. hahaha >

<Kean's P.O.V>

you say I only hear what I want to.
you say I talk so all the time so.

and I thought what I felt was simple,

nasa room na ko at as usual nakahiga pa din sa cabinet with matching shade na naman. Bwisit kasi yung babaeng yun eh! Suntukin ba naman ako sa kanang pisngi ko! tsss kaya ayan nagsasound trip na lang ako dito. Buti na lang wala pang tao dito lage naman late ang mga tao dito.

and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
yeah, I missed you.

and you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.

so I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this guy was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

and I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.

you try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

nakita ko sina Ian at Tom na palapit sakin. Bahala sila! Inaantok pa ko ang sakit pa ng black eye ko! pagnakita ko talaga yung babaeng yun! yari sya sakin sa pagmamahal!

Ang utang nyang date hindi pa natutuloy! tsss

you said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

Nagsasign lang yung dalawa na lumabas daw ako ng room. nagpatay malisya na lang ako at nagtakip ng braso sa mukha ko.

you said, "You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."