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3.Congrads

Constance P.O.V

I walked onto the grass with my heels and looked at my dad and mom that sat in the back of everyone. I had to change my robe, because I did get a little bigger. Bryan held me around my hips as i sat down next to who ever was next to me and the dean come on.

"Class of 2017!" He said and everyone yelled but me.

"Before we start, I want to introduce the young lady that has the higest grades in your class, and Valedictorian, Constance Vivan Winters!" He yelled and the crowed cheered and I stood.

I made my way to the stage and Kerri kept yelling long after everyonme had stopped, but day drinking will do that.

"Go best friend!" She and Beth yelled before the Dean to them to sit down.

I looked around the crowed of faces and I looked at the mircophone and put on a fake smile.

"Class of 2017, it amazing we made it to the end because a lot of us didn't make it. I know sometimes I didnt think I would make it, long night studying, the library was my dorm room. I had friends come and go, I had teahers come and go and it was all for this moment." I said and everyone clapped as I looked around and my mouth frose when I saw Seth looking at me, but he look away.

"The past we are all going down is dark and scary but at the end of the day we can choose. We can choose who we want to be, what we stand and who we will stand with. I've made bad chooses, and I've fallen on this journey and I've seen you all do it a well." I stopped and turned to Bryan who had a proud smile on his face.

I stopped talking and everyone just looked at me and so did Seth but he turned away.

"Its okay Constance." The Dean said thinking I was nervous and I nodded to him.

"So don't let anyone stop you from doing anything, go out into this world and mess up some shit!" I yelled and everyone cheered.

"Congratulations!" Everyone screamed as I held up my fist and was pushed off stage by the Dean.

"God, I'm happy you all are leaving." He said into the mic and I laughed.

I walked back over to Bryan while everyone cheered and gave me hig fives and I laughed. I sat next to Bryan who didnt have a happy face on and I knew why, so we sat there quite for the rets of it. As everyone walked up getting there diploma I didnt pay much attention till i saw Seth and I didnt look at him on purpose.

Bryan walked to get his but he didn't force me to go with him so I sat there texting Kerri. She was misspelling everything and it made me laugh.

"Congratulations!" Everyone yelled and I stood tossing my hat and so did Bryan.

He grabbed my hand quickly and pulled me into a hard kiss, making sure I knew he wasn't happy right now. Everyone started walking away heading for there family, and we did the same.

"Congratulations baby." Bryan mother said to us both and everyone talk but Bryan kept looking at me.

"I'm going to go now." I said and he grabbed my arm and moved me over to the side.

"How long are you going to be out with them?" He asked me annoyed.

"Why are you upset?" I asked him and he huffed.

"Because sometimes you have this problem, where you act like a grown ass man, and not like a woman. That's annoying as hell," He said and I looked to Kerri.

"I'm sorry." I said and he nodded.

"Be home by 10:00." He said reaching into his pocket and handing me monthly 200 dollars.

He walked away and I saw my parent wave to me and I fought the feeling of wanting to flip them off. I didn't do anything just walked away to Kerri and Beth, who gave me big hugs and I smiled.

"Constance!" Kerri yelled handing me a super little vodka bottle and I took it.

"What are we getting into tonight?" I asked and Kerri yelled again.

"Everthing!" She said grabbing my hand as i took off my robe.

We all walked away together laughing and when I though of Seth and looked back. I didnt want to see him but I wanted to see him.

"Seth!" Kerri yelled and I stopped in my tracks and looked at him and his family.

He looked at me and the smile he had faded away and i turned back facing my parents, who still faced me.

"Connie come on." I said and I glanced back.

"I need to do something." I said walking to them and my mom looked at me.

"What's wrong baby?" Bryan asked me and I hugged my mom.

"I forgot to say thank you all for paying for my school, and everything." I said when Bryan looked behind me and smiled.

"Theres the kid right there." He said.

"The one and only." Seth said and i felt my heart drop.

Bryan walked passed me and but I didnt turn around just looked at my mom and dad who smiled at the boys.

"Connie." Bryan said and moved around the chairs acting like i was looking for something.

I didnt get a chance to move anywhere when Bryan grabbed my arm and pulled me to him, so I put on a fake smile. I looked at Seth with a new hair cut and new hair color that made me a little crazy.

"Seth you remember your old tutor." Bryan said and Seth nodded to me.

"How could I forget a smart girl like her?" Seth said with a blank look.

"And look at her now." Bryan said push me out a little

He held my hand and forced me to spin around showing off my body like i was a prize at a circus. I pulled my arm from him and he gave me that same annoyed look.

"Seth, Congradulations." I said reaching out my hand to shake his hand his hadn wrapped around mine.

"Same to you beauitful." He almost whispered.

He wasnt going to let my hand go, and the dazed look in his eyes told me he didnt notice it either. I pulled from him and he snapped back, and I walked away from him, feel sick again. I mean love sick again.