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31.Ready

Constance P.O.V

Four Months Later

I sat down on the bed, taking off the heels that were killing my feet. I looked at Seth who just fell on the bed after taking off he took off all of his clothes but his boxers. We just came from his dad's and Tiffany's wedding, well they got married. It was amazing the thought I had to just stand there, and I needed to use the bathroom and Tiffany bugged the shit out of me. She asked me a million question about having a baby and I hated all of them. I also hated this ugly dress I had to wear, but I was to fat to fit into anything cute I could find.

"What are you about to do?" I asked Seth who was watching Die Hard.

"Watching the best Christmas movie ever." He said opening a beer.

I didn't say anything just looked at my phone it was only five more days until the holiday. I looked at the box that came in the mail from Kierri and opened it making sure Seth didn't see it. It was a cute teddy nighty that was black and red. I grabbed the sexy outfit and walked to the bathroom changing my clothes and checking the time. I was only 8:14 and I were going to put it on and try to be sexy, not that I really felt sexy in anything. I was almost at 198 and that was big for my body frame, and I felt it. I and Seth haven't had sex for almost two months because I just wasn't up for it, to be honest. I was now 9 months pregnant, and ready to give birth anyday now, and with Seth around I didn't seem to have many problems because I had my favorite teammate.

I looked at myself in the mirror, and I didn't smile at the adorable outfit just frowned. My stomach was big and round, my belly button was sticking out, I could see the dark stretch marks on my stomach and leg. My breast are both swollen and big and milk comes out of them like crazy, so they kept popping out of this teddy. I didn't think my body looked good, and I wasn't sure how Seth would react either.

"Is this what insecurity feels like because I hate it," I said to myself.

I grabbed the door nob but stopped looking at myself again, I've been a lot of things but I've always loved my body. I turned the nob and took a deep breath, and I stepped out but Seth did notice till I made a sound and he looked at me.

"What's this?" He asked and I couldn't help but cover myself a little.

"Marry Chrismas," I said and he smiled.

"Move your hands I can't see anything much." He said standing and I looked at his still perfect body, cut like a Greek God still.

"Do you really want to?" I asked him and he grabbed both my hands pulling them away.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I?" He asked me.

"Maybe its because you get to still look like a 20-year old Greek god and I get to look like someone's fat old mother," I said and he gave me a sad look.

"You don't sweetheart, and I know you have been feeling like this that's why I didn't push the sex thing. You still look fine to me, just a bigger you with an extra person." He said pushing back his hair, making me feel jealous of him.

"I never thought that one day I would be jealous of you, but here I am jealous of you," I said and he sat down on the edge of the bed.

"First thank you, that was very nice to think someone like you are jealous of someone like me. Second, you still look the same to me." He said pulling me closer to him.

He let his face rest on the top of my breast but I moved back but they hurt, and he just looked up at me.

"Constance I honestly don't notice the body problems you're having, because I don't know what you see wrong with yourself. You're still my Constance, no matter how pregnant you get." He said and I couldn't help the little girl smile his words gave me.

He turned me around and let my back hit the bed and since he really couldn't get on top of me he stood over me. I felt him press his erection into my opening hard but pulled away, before I felt him softly kiss my swollen ankles. I smiled at him and when he pushed my legs open I sucked in a breath. I felt the pull of my panties and I sat up as he pulled them off and tossed them to the side.

"How does Kerri know what size bloomers you wear?" He asked making me laugh.

"She has brought me jeans and stuff in the past," I said laughing at the bloomers remark and he smiled as he ducked down.

I haven't had sex for so long that it was kind of a rush all over again, and when I felt his tongue meet my folds I wanted to explode. I let out a loud moan, and how tight Seth held my thighs told me he was just as excited, and that turned me on more. His attack on me was amazing, but I didn't notice how hard I was pulling his hair till he forced my hands down. He stood and looked at me, his lips are slightly swollen, his mouth, nose, and chin were all wet, and the darkness in his eyes made me shiver.

"Were you going to pull my hair out?" He asked as his dick slowly slid between my folds making me moan.

"As amazing as you are I would have." I replied and he gave me a grin as I slowly felt the pressure of him pushing in me.

I reached down grabbing his forearm as he pushed into me deeper, making me want to scream. He pulled out and pushed in hard again, making me moan out loud, and I looked into his eyes and he smiled. He pushed in deeper and as my eyes closed I felt a pop and Seth looked down confused.

"I didn't know you were a squirter." He said and I pushed him back looking at how wet he was and the bed.

"No, my water broke," I said sitting up as more water came out of me and Seth just looked at me.

"What should I do?" He asked me with extreme panic on his face.

"Call my mom, and your dad and tell them I'm about to have this baby," I said and he grabbed his phone with his fingers shaking.

I stood slowly and started to get dress and he did the same talking to my mom. I looked at him as he rushed to do everything and honestly the baby wasn't going to fall out of me. He hung up with his dad and he looked at me, but down to my breast and yeah they didn't fit in my shirt.

"Seth," I said and he nodded.

"Damn, we didn't even finish give me a break," He said grabbing my hand and I felt how much he was shaking.

"Don't be nervous," I said touching his cheek.

"What if I suck at this? What if I'm not a good dad? What if something goes wrong in there? What if the baby doesn't make it? What if you don't make it?" He said and I just looked at him.

"We are going to be fine, all three of us. Now let's go and have this baby together and figure out how to be parents together." I said kissing his nose and the shaking stopped instantly.