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25.Climax

Seth P.O.V

I sat behind my desk drinking another bottle of wine, and I knew I was drunk as fuck. I kept seeing my phone ring but I didn't want to talk to Bryan or Constance right now. I feel so stupid right now for two reasons one Constance did this to me again, and second this wine isn't cheap. I've drank 5 and working on 6 and this shit is 200 a bottle but I don't care I'll order more tomorrow.

"Seth." My night manager Kevin said walking and looking at me.

"What?" I asked him and he gave me a sad look but I turned from him acting like I was fine.

"The store is closed and I've done the kitchen inventory and I wanted to know if you need help with anything before I go?" He asked me.

"Naw you can go home." I replied and he nodded walking out.

"Oh by the way your girlfriend is here." He said and I nodded.

I had to deal with this at some point and he not wanting to go home wasn't going to help. I drowned the bottle in my hand and stood up fast but fell again. I laughed a little but stood up again and damn that wine crept up on me. I pulled my jacket off and stubbed to the door but fell back onto the ground when it opened from the other end.

"What the fuck?" I said laughing a little.

"Hey sweetheart." Taylor said in front of me with a wet coat on.

"What do you want?" I said struggling off the ground.

"I came to talk with you." She said and I sat on my desk.

She walked over to me and handed me a bottle of Hennessey and I almost dropped it. She grabbed it and poured some into a cup for me and I grabbed it.

"Damn I haven't drank this in forever, what's up?" I asked taking the shots of henny like a pro.

"I want you back Seth." She said taking a step to me and at this point she was blurry in front of me.

"No, I'm getting married." I said grabbing the ring off my desk, well think its the ring.

"No baby." She said grabbing the ring.

She grabbed my hand and I pulled away from her but she still came close to me and I pushed her again but she grabbed my wrist.

"What, what, what." I couldn't get the words out before she grabbed my hair and pulled my head back.

She put the bottle to my lips and I took a shot so big it made me choke and I started coughing. She put the bottle down and she pressed her lips to mine and I was trying to push her away but I couldn't.

"Stop," I said but she didn't listen.

I was to weak, and discombobulated but I didn't like what was happening but I couldn't really stop her either. She forced her tongue into my mouth, and I pushed harder making her move back this time and I tired moving but I just fell down onto my chair.

"Taylor...go home..bitch." I said not making much sense.

I was having a hard time keep my eyes open at this point so when I felt her fall on my lap I put my hands up. She grabbed my wrist with force pushing them down, and I looked at her with heavy eyes and she smiled.

"I hate your hair this long." She said grabbing my hair and the cutting it off and tossing it on the floor.

"Get off of me, please." I said but her lips pressing to mine told me she wasn't going to.

She stood up and I tried to as well but with a push she made me sit back down. She grabbed the top of my jeans and undid them and forced them down. She dropped her coat showing that she was just in black bra and panties. She sat back down on my lap and I tried again to pushed her off of me but she didn't move. She slowly pushed me into her and she let out a moan, and forced my arms around her.

Constance P.O.V

It had to be about 9:30 by time I made it to the restaurant and I was already tired and ready to go home. I stepped off the bus and tried calling Seth again, I mean I get he was pissed but I called him about 10 times now. I saw his car was still in the parking lot so he was here and I wanted him to stop and talk to me. I walked to the front of the place and the door was locked but I should have known that.

"Damn it." I said walking around the back, and I had to be carful, if the wrong person saw me someone was calling the cops.

I pushed open the back door and it was open, Seth must be here doing inventory so he kept the door open for trash. I walked into the kitchen and pass the dinning room heading to the back where his office was. I stopped when I heard loud annoying screaming and moaning but I didn't believe it. I know me and Seth are going though some stuff but he isn't going to cheat on me, no he wont do that. I was convincing myself and as I pushed open his office door and the pale back of a woman was all I saw.

"Seth!" I yelled and he popped from around her and she turned around showing me it was Taylor.

"Baby?" Seth said.

"Yeah!" Me and Taylor both said and Seth eyes focused on me then too Taylor.

He stood up quickly making her fall off of him and he tired to pull his jeans up but failed. I couldn't breath so I turned walking out the room.

"Constance." He yelled falling over everything and I turned seeing Taylor with a smug smile on her face.

"Fuck you Seth!" I yelled walking out the place and slamming the door so hard it broke the glass.

Seth stopped and I walked to the bus stop going to get my stuff and heading to my moms place. I couldn't help the tears that ran down my face, and the pain in my chest made me think I was going to have a heart attack at any moment. I have never cried so loud in my life but the sound of heavy rain covered the sound of my weeping. I stood there and when the bus came I got on and I couldn't explain what I felt, so I called my mom

"Mom." I said as she picked up.

"Hey sweetheart." She said with a giggle.

"Can I stay with you?" I asked her and she got serious.

"Yeah you can, do you need me to pick you up?" She asked.

"Yeah." I said and I heard shuffling telling me she was on her way so I hung up.

After maybe 20 minutes I made it to the house and I walked in, and the tears started again. I started to put my stuff in a bag and I zipped it up when I heard the door open and falling.

"Constance." Seth said as I walked out with tears in my eyes still and my chest squeezing tighter than a rubber band.

I didn't say anything as just walked pass him and the smell of her hung on him so did her lips stick on his lips.

"I didn't mean to." He said falling on the ground behind me but I kicked his hand away.

"Drop fucking dead Seth." I said grabbing the door but he grabbed my leg again.

"Its not...not...what it looks like." He said and I kicked his hand away again making sure it hurt this time.

"No it looks like we had a problem, and you got drunk and fucked your depressed ex-girlfriend." I said as tears fell down my face and he tried to talk again but looking at him was making me fall apart.

I walked out and closed the door behind me, I stopped walking down the stairs holding my chest. The loud wheezing and tears was the only sound in the hallway, but I forced myself to walk away from the building. I was shaking by time I made it outside and I saw my mother running to me. She pulled me to her and made me run out of the heavy cold rain and into her car.

"Sweetheart what's wrong?" She asked frantic and I saw the tears that she wanted to cry.

"Can we talk later?" I asked and she nodded pulling off.

I looked as Seth came falling out the door looking around and I put my head down letting out a cry as I held my stomach. I sold my heart, body and soul to him and in a moment, he broke all three of them.

END.