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27.Point

Constance P.O.V

I headed out of the hospital and headed to where mom should be picking me up but she wasn't there. I ignored the fact that Seth was still behind me trying my best to not let him get to me, but it was hard. I called my mom but I went to voicemail, and like always it followed an automated text to me.

"I'm currently working and will not be available until tomorrow at 7:00 pm." It read and I rolled my eyes.

I turned looking at Seth and he gave a big white tooth smile take made me both angry and want to fall into his arms.

"Move," I said walking past him looking for the bus stop and he laughed.

"I can take you home." He said and I shook my head.

"No," I said looking in my purse for change that I didn't have.

"I know you don't like to have money on you, so you don't have change for the bus," Seth said making me angrier.

"I can go to a store!" I yelled at him wanting him to fuck off.

"Constance, please stop." He said making me look at him.

"I'll simply take you home, it's not that big a deal you don't have to break your damn neck to stay away from me." He said and I huffed rolling my eyes.

"Fine. I replied and he smiled at me smelting my heart like always.

He walked with me till I saw his car and it reminded me of that night still of me walking in on him fucking some other bitch. With just that though I was angry all over again and I wanted to physically hurt him. He got in and I opened my door and sat down slowly making sure I didn't bump my stomach.

"Do you know where it is?" I asked him and he nodded starting the car.

"Yeah, I know." He said pulling off and I looked down at my phone when it buzzed.

It was a text from Doctor Cham, he told me that I had worked almost every day next week. I looked at Seth who was all on my phone and I pulled it away from his view.

"Who was that? The new boyfriend or something?" He asked me and I looked at him.

"No, unlike you I don't move on that fast," I replied and he looked out the window.

"I never moved on from you." He replied.

"I couldn't tell how deep you were in Taylor that night!" I yelled at him.

"Constance can we just talk?" He asked stopping in front of my mother apartment building.

"No," I replied not wanting to relive the past 2 months so I just looked for my keys that weren't in my damn purse.

"I don't have my keys," I said out loud and I looked at Seth.

"You can say with me for the night." He offered.

"I would rather have sex with a cactus," I replied and he laughed shaking his head.

"I'll take you to a hotel and I'll pay for it as well, but I just want to talk to you. I even have something I want to show you, just please, please give me a chance. I haven't seen you in two months because of a misunderstanding, and I miss the fuck out of you Constance." He said and I started to cry because it was a lot going on with me right now.

"Fine," I replied calm sill and he gave me a look of slight confusion and I hit the dashboard.

"Just fucking go, my Lord just go," I said and he pulled off again.

"So, what's it like being Pregnant?" He asked me and I looked at him.

"It should be great for you, I wasn't emotional enough before, am I emotional enough now?" I said just angry.

"Are you going to keep doing this?" He asked me as we made it to a Hilton hotel.

I didn't say anything just stepped out and Seth had his car parked, and we walked in the place together. I didn't say anything just let him pay for everything and when he did notice I looked at him. Two months of crying, and regretting what I didn't do or didn't say and I was right back in love with him. Maybe I was always in love with him, but seeing him only made my heart go crazy. I didn't know I was just looking at him slightly crying till he looked at me with a sad face and I turned from him.

"Pull yourself together," I said to myself.

Seth walked to me handing me my key card for my room and he followed me up to my room. He didn't say anything as we got on the elevator but so many words rested on the tip of my tongue.

"You look amazing." He said.

"Well same to you," I said back and he started to pose again.

"Don't pose," I said and he smiled.

"You like it." He said and I just looked at him then back straight.

"Constance." He said touching my hand as the door opened.

"Once I show you this and explain everything to you, will you be with me again?" He asked me and I pulled my hand away.

"I don't trust you anymore, so unless you show me that was another man then I don't think so," I replied and he laughed.

I walked into my room and he was behind me and I couldn't wait to get my shoes off because my feet were killing me. I sat down, well I fell down on a chair and Seth stood there with a DVD in his hand.

"Well Seth you have 30 minutes to explain something I saw," I replied and he nodded.