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Constance P.O.V

I sat on the bed watching the sun go down and my heart was still in pain from everything. It's amazing how life can just beat the hell out of someone. Seth, though I was sleep but I could hear him on the phone with his dad.

"She's sleep right now, but I need to ask you for a favor." He said and I didn't move till my phone rang and I grabbed it.

"Hello?" I said and Kerrie's voice came to my ears.

"Girl where you at? Hot as fuck out here." She said and I smiled standing up.

"I'm at the Hilton hotel with Seth," I said and she huffed.

"Are you two back together for good this time, because I can't with this shit anymore." She said making me laugh.

"I'm going to make tracks there and I and you are going out for dinner." She said and I smiled.

"Sure we can, I need to a drink but lucky me I can't have one," I said and she laughed.

"See you soon bitch." She said and I smiled hanging up.

"Ready to leave this room now?" Seth asked standing behind me.

"Yeah," I replied and he just smiled at me.

"I'm sorry Seth," I said looking at him and he walked over to me grabbing my hands.

"Why?" He asked giving the backs of my hand's kisses.

"For always leaving you," I replied and he laughed.

"Well you should be sorry, two times I was broken-hearted because of you." He said making me laugh.

"Constance you don't have to keep saying sorry for stuff, we have problems like a normal couple does. We go through some shit, and sometimes stuff happens out of our control, but look we stood the test of time so far. No one really wanted to see us together but we are alright now, I mean I have you and our child." He said making me smile.

"Yeah, I guess you're right," I replied tired as hell and wanting to go to sleep.

"Do you want to stay here or go home?" He asked I stood.

"My mom's not at the house and I don't have my keys that's why I'm here in the first place," I said and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Well two months ago you lived with me, and you can again because I still have all of your stuff and I washed all of your clothes and folded them. I even put stuff in the fridge that you like, like that hummus shit, and eggs. I want out normal life back, maybe everyone isn't going to like it but fuck them." He said and I nodded.

"It's amazing that we are back together after only a few hours of being together," I said walking to the door and he smiled.

"Love is Love, no fighting it." He said opening my door and I jumped into his arms when I heard a loud scream.

"Connie!" Kerri yelled and I turned looking at her, and she ran to me hugging me.

"Oh my God look at you!" She said looking at the small baby bump I had.

"And look at you." She said looking at Seth and I didn't have to look back to know he didn't something rude to her.

"So are we going out tonight?" She asked me.

"No, I'm going to sleep because I'm tired but you can just take our room here," I said and she nodded giving me a kiss.

"I'll change the name on the room but give me your, card because I'm not paying for you to sleep here," Seth said looking at her as she walked into the room.

"Nigga please." She said and Seth looked at me.

"I'm not paying for this room," He said and I laughed.

"She can call down and do it, let's go," I said pulling him in his new jacket.

"She better." He said walking behind me.

He was texting on his phone as he headed down and the whole drive back to his place he kept looking at his phone. I wasn't sure why but I was trying to avoid my phone at all times these days. I didn't say much because I was I tried, not just physically but mentally as well right now.

"Has the baby started moving?" Seth asked me.

"No, that doesn't happen till between weeks 16 and 25 but since this is my first child it may start at 25 weeks," I replied and he glanced at me with a smile.

"I forgot how smart you are, it's nice to do less thinking again." He said making me laugh and I couldn't help feeling happy.

After a moment of me looking out the window, i looked at this apartment building and my heart filled with happiness. He parked and I opened my door stepping out and smiling as I followed him up the stairs and the moment he opened the door I started to cry. It was still the same, he never changed anything I did, from the cover over the dining chairs to the plants and other things I put around the place.

"Constance don't cry," Seth said walking to me and kicking the door closed.

"You never changed anything," I said walking to the fridge and pulling it open seeing he still had food I liked in it.

"You even kept the food I like, why are you such a better person than I am?" I said crying more, feeling more like a bad girlfriend.

"Alright now." He said picking me off my feet and into his arms and walking to the bedroom, where he kept the sheets and blanket I picked out.

"You even keep the sheets," I said crying more

"You're tired, pregnant, emotional, and a little crazy so you need to sleep." He said gently dropping me on the bed.

"I fucking suck," I said and he laughed grabbing my arms.

"You don't suck, I suck, that's why we are here now because I suck, now go to sleep." He said kissing my forehead.

He walked around the room doing other things and I cleared my head wanting to go to sleep and slowly I fell asleep. Normal I didn't sleep but this time I fell asleep with that sense of comfort in my heart and head.